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"Ugh...
what should I do..."
The day after she and Shinji had a physical encounter.
Milis was sitting on her bed in her room, holding her knees.
When Milis woke up, she was lying on her bed in her room before she
knew it. She was dressed and looked as if nothing had happened.
However, Milis' body remembers the tremendous experience she had
last night. She remembered Shinji's strong body, the caresses that had made her
climax over and over again, the great pleasure of being thrust deep into her
vagina, and the sensation of her first Creampie...
"I need
to take medicine..."
Milis felt like she was being crushed by the guilt she felt for
betraying Alvin, while she went through her luggage. Milis and Renka had
purchased drugs for insurance purposes since there are incident like at the
goblin's nest. So, they drank it up...
Milis was no longer worried about getting pregnant, but she didn't
know what to do, so she sat on her bed again and thought about it.
Just then there was a knock at the door of her room.
"Well...
Milis, are you awake?"
The owner of the voice was Shinji. Milis tensed her body.
She was not sure whether to reply or not, but decided to do so in
order to talk to him.
"I'm
awake..."
"I'm
sorry... I want to apologize... I just want to talk to you..."
Milis felt the anxiety she had been carrying ease a little at the
tone of Shinji's regretful voice. She felt that she wasn't the only one who was
troubled by this, so she pulled herself together and opened the door to her
room.
Shinji and Milis, who did not look well, came face to face.
"Please
come into the room, I want to talk to you."
"Oh, I'm
sorry."
Milis invited Shinji into the room.
***
Shinji entered the room, stopped at a distance from Milis, and bowed
his head.
"I'm
really sorry for what I did last night..."
Shinji bowed his head until he could see the top of his head.
They were both silent, and Shinji waited for Milis' reaction.
Milis remained silent, unsure of what to say. It was not an act that
could be easily forgiven.
"I
should have refused you firmly... even though you were drunk, I still feel
really bad for putting my hands on you."
Milis could see that Shinji was truly repentant.
Milis couldn't remember anything about the time between the drinking
session and Shinji's embrace. However, seeing Shinji's attitude made her
realize once again that she had really asked him out.
Thinking this, Milis no longer felt like blaming Shinji one way or
the other. It was Shinji who had put his hands on her, but it was she who had
seduced him first. Milis, who had thought she was the only victim, felt guilty.
"For now,
please look up, Shinji-san."
"Yes..."
With a mysterious look on his face, Shinji locked eyes on Milis.
"That...I
feel bad too. I don't think Shinji-san would have done something like that if
he was normal."
"I'm
glad you said that, but it's just not right. I want to apologize to Alvin, and
if Milis doesn't want to see me, then the party..."
"Don't tell
this to Al-kun!"
When Shinji said he was going to apologize to Alvin, Milis
immediately interrupted him and raised her voice.
"Please,
don't tell Al-kun..."
Alvin would be very hurt if he heard that Milis had slept with
Shinji, even though she was drunk. If Shinji says that he was cheating on her,
Alvin might even ask her to leave.
She should have been honest with him, but she chose to hide it from
him out of fear that Alvin would hate her.
Without realizing that it was Shinji who guided her by reading the
character of the girl named Milis.
"You
didn't even threaten me with this, Shinji-san. I can see that you're really
sorry. So, I'll try to forget about yesterday. Please promise me that you won't
tell Al-kun."
Shinji nodded silently under Milis' powerful gaze.
"If you
feel bad for Al-kun... please continue to support him at the party. It's his
dream to reach an upper rank and challenge <Hateyama Mountain>. Can you
help me with that?"
"Yes.
I'll work harder than ever."
Milis looked at Shinji, who nodded slowly, and smiled, finally
releasing his stiffened expression. Shinji scratched his cheek and smiled
bitterly, as if he had been overwhelmed.
"But,
<Hateyama Mountain>. Does he have a purpose?"
<Hateyama Mountain> is the name of a dangerous mountain that
only high-ranked adventurers are allowed to climb. It is a mountain where
ferocious monsters live and the adventurer's guild keeps a close watch on it.
"Al-kun's
parents died there. I think that's why he wants to see it. He wants to see the
same scenery as his parents..."
"I
see... That's why his parents were adventurers, too."
It was as if Milis had told Shinji to risk his life.
Milis hates herself for how convenient it is for her to say this.
(How
unfair... me...)
Don't tell Alvin.
Even though Milis knows Shinji in the wrong, it seems shallow of her
to take advantage of his guilt and demand that he must risks his lives.
"What?
I've always wanted to be better. I've always been willing to risk my life, and
I never change that way of my life. Alvin and the others are happy to have
achieved their goal. It's a win-win situation. So, don't look at me like
that."
Shinji gently held out a handkerchief.
Milis was unconsciously shedding tears.
Milis took the handkerchief from Shinji and wiped away the tears.
"I'm
going to go back, then. See you later."
"Yes...
thank you for the handkerchief, Shinji-san."
Shinji walked out of the room.
Milis watches him go.
This is how the discussion ended.
***
"Well...
I'll have to make the next opportunity"
Milis doesn't notice her mistake as she muttered herself.
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