As
soon as I walked back to my room from the girls' bar through the commuter
entrance, I sat down on the floor with a slump.
I was
on the verge. Somehow I managed to keep the first place, but my nerves were
getting worn out.
Yesterday
evening, when I arrived at work, I was feeling very comfortable.
There
were no names of Mako Bitch or Fucking Rena on the shift list posted in the
locker room, and I knew that if those two weren't there, I'd be in first place.
In
fact, I was the prettiest of all the cast members who were working that day. My
make-up was perfect, and my leopard print bikini was so cute that I was sure I
would win by a double score.
But
when I opened the door, it turned out that I was in a dead heat by one vote.
It
wasn't that there was a strong rival or anything like that, but it was a
low-level battle where the score was evenly distributed among all the cast
members.
The
voting race dragged on until the closing time, and I was losing my nerve.
（I
can't take it anymore...）
As I
recall, it was just after I arrived at work that I got into trouble.
「Good
morning」
When I
stepped into the bar, the cast members of the day were already at the counter.
「Good
morning! Taka-chi」
「Yes,
good morning」
It's
not that the cast members don't get along with each other.
It's
just that we don't really know each other well enough to get along.
And
there's an unspoken rating system that automatically puts me, Mako Bitch, and
Fucking Rena in the center, even though we don't have a fixed position.
Today,
too, without even thinking about it, I took the center position, chatted with
the girl next to me, looked around at the other cast members, and giggled in my
heart.
（Haha☆
I'll have an easy time today. Yay, yay, yay!）
From a
customer's point of view, today might be a bad day. There are no pretty girls
except me.
In the
meantime, the first customer came in.
The
president of a real estate agency in the shopping district, a greasy old man,
Shimaki-san, I remember. He's a client of Mako Bitch.
「Hey...
Is Mako-chan not here today?」
As
soon as he entered the bar, I gave him a flirtatious look, to which he was
obviously disappointed.
「Aha~,
I'm sorry, Shimaki-san. Instead, today, let's have a chat with Mako's best
friend, and it's me...」
「So
you're good friends with Mako-chan, huh?」
「Yes,
I'll tell Mako how good Shimaki-san, so show me how good you are today」
「Hahaha,
you're saying good things, young girl. All right, first, give me a Jim Beam
highball. Are you want to eat? Or you want to drink too, young girl!」
「Kyaaa!
Shimaki-san, you’re “Hand-some”!」
This
is lucky.
Shimaki-san
is what I call a fat customer of Mako-bitch.
Sometimes
he brings a lot of his own employees with him, so if I can win him over, Mako
Bitch's vote will go down and mine will go up.
Just
as I was getting off to a good start, the second customer walked in.
「Welcome
to... huhh!?」
As
soon as I saw the customer, I crouched down under the counter with no time to
spare.
（W-w-w-w-why
is he here?）
The
person who came in was my teacher.
It was
Morioka-sensei, the homeroom teacher of the next class.
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「What's
wrong, Nee-chan?」
Suddenly
I crouched down, and Shimaki-san spoke to me in a puzzled voice.
「I-I'm
fine, I'm just a little dizzy...」
To be
frank, this is no time to be dealing with an old man.
If he
finds out that I'm working here, all the hard work I've done so far will be for
nothing, and everything will be over before the summer vacation is over.
「Ara,
isn't it Gori-chan? Welcome! Are you here to see Fumi?」
It was
a cast member at the far end of the room who called out to Morioka-sensei.
She
was a veteran cast member in her mid-twenties, who was called Fumi-neesan by
the other cast members.
But!
In my opinion, she's just an old lady. She’s not a girl anymore. And in fact,
she's just an aunt making herself look younger.
However,
Morioka-sensei looked as if he was going to stretch his nose. His nose was so
long that I wondered if he could stretch it that far, and he hurriedly took a
position in front of Fumi-neesan.
「Oh, Fumi-chan,
I heard you were working today, so I came to see you...」(*Note:
I -> Boku-chin)
（Boku-chin[1]!?）
Wait,
wait, wait!
Morioka-sensei
looks like a scary gorilla, but among the students, he's a strict but good
teacher. That's what they say.
But
right now, he says “Boku-chin”. And I can't help but feel I've seen something I
shouldn't have.
No,
it's okay. It's private and I'm not doing anything illegal.
Rather,
it's more about me.
（I-I-I'm
not going to be found out, am I?）
In
fact, it is very unlikely that my appearance will reveal that I am Takaka
Takata. Even so, it's still too risky to continue to serve customers without
knowing who I am. Above all, my nerves are not strong enough.
「Shi-Shimaki-san,
I'm sorry... I'm feeling a little sick, I'm going to take a break」
「Oh,
well, no problem」
I
crawled back under the counter to the locker room and let out a big sigh.
（I
didn't expect Morioka-sensei to come...）
But
this bar is the nearest station to the school. Since it was located behind the
station, there was no possibility that someone I knew would come.
I was
prepared for it, but Morioka-sensei is the worst.
I have
heard from Kobayashi-sensei that Morioka-sensei is his drinking buddy.
In
other words, there is a possibility that Kobayashi-sensei will visit this bar.
I may
be able to fool Morioka-sensei, but Kobayashi-sensei will know.
After
all, I am his future wife, so there is no way he could not see through me.
In the
end, Morioka-sensei stayed in the bar for almost two hours, during which time I
felt as if I was being roasted by a fire, and was getting impatient.
While
I was in the locker room, votes that should have gone to me were going to other
girls. There was no way I could not be impatient.
（Oh
no, oh no... just hurry up and go home! You damn gorilla! You monkey! You space
monkey!）
So,
after the teacher left and I returned to the counter, I was not in a good mood,
my conversation was slow, and I kept making mistakes. I was, if I do say so
myself, a completely useless cast member.
Even
so, I somehow managed to win first place because three of my customers who had
missed the last train came to see me just before the bar closed.
I
always call them suckers in my heart, but today they looked so handsome.
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（I'm
so tired...）
After
a long time of reminiscing, I fall into bed.
I feel
like I need to take a shower and remove my makeup, but I can't find the energy
to do so.
I can
only say that I was lucky to have won today.
If
Mako Bitch or Fucking Rena had been here, I would not have been able to win. If
I lose one more time, it's over for me.
In
such a situation, the possibility of my acquaintance's coming to the bar was
extremely damaging.
Perhaps
because of the stress, my stomach began to ache.
As
soon as that happens, the offer of Cockroach maid seems more and more attractive.
（Just
one night... it'll be easier if I hold out... right?）
100,000
yen if I make Kijima ejaculate ten times. That's enough to give me one more day
of leeway even if I miss out on first place.
Anything
to get away from this trapped feeling. I felt like that.
There
was no way that I, the chairwoman of the public morals committee, was going to
be held by a bottom-tier like Kijima. It's impossible.
But a
black gal who works at a girl's bar. If Taka-chi wants to do it as a lucrative
side job, she can go to....
（That's
right. I don't have to be recognized either. Then, after the summer vacation,
I'll be the rightful chairwoman of the public morals committee. I'll only be
playing the role of Taka-chi, the black gal for now. And if I act like the
girls in that AV, I'm sure he won't find out...）
Making
up my mind, I reach for the doorbell to call Cockroach maid.
To be
honest, I just wanted to get away from this trapped situation.
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「Good
night, Kaneko-san」
As
usual, I dropped Shima-san off at home, and when I entered "the bedroom of
Confinement King", Kaneko-san was leisurely drinking tea on the sofa.
「Thanks
for the hardwork. Did my performance go well?」
「Yes,
I think you acted very well」
In
fact, it was just a loose rope wrapped around her neck. And the invisible
Torture was just floating around with Kaneko-san in her arms.
「Well,
now that I'm out of here according to the scenario, I'll just relax and watch
the rest on the monitor」
「Yeah,
I'll take care of the rest」
Kaneko-san's
role in this turn is to cause a rift in the relationship between the President,
Akira Mizuki and Kiyoka Yamauchi.
Now
that the President has made it clear that it is he and Akira who will survive,
the rift is irreparable.
There
are only nine of us left. The President and Akira Mizuki, who can't afford to
lose Misuzu's vote, are sure to vote for me. I don't think Yamauchi will give
up on the President at this point either. She has to survive.
That's
what I was thinking,
「Good
work, Devi」
Lili
appeared in the air.
「How's
everyone doing?」
I
asked, and Lili explained about each of them, counting on her fingers.
「Kurosawa-chan
is in the shower right now, Devi. Oppai-chan and Kyoko are visiting Raccoon
Face's room as planned, the female model is in her room tending to Shacho's
injuries, and the manager is holed up in her room, working on stuff, Devi」
「What
is she working?」
「Randomly
throwing things at the wall, Devi」
「Ugh...」
To be
honest, I don't like hysterical women.
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「But anyway,
my turn will come in the morning. This afternoon, I'm free to go, okay?」
To
tell the truth, Fujiwara-san and Rin Fukuda have been sending me messages on
social networking sites every day, saying they miss me, miss me, and miss me.
If I
don't follow up with Fujiwara-san, she might try to force herself on me with
her wealthy power.
I
think it's better to meet her around here, and of course I want to meet her
too.
There
is a different kind of excitement in love with Fujiwara-san than in sex.
But...
「No,
Devi. Fumi Fumi must clear the schedule for this afternoon, Devi」
「What?
Why?」
I
snapped, and Lili chuckled.
「Tattakata's
fallen, Devi」
「Oh, I
see.... She's a lot less weak than I thought she'd be」
「It's
not that she's weak, Devi, it's just that I pushed her so hard, Devi. I want
you to give Lili praise, Devi!」
Kaneko-san
tilted her head as Lili pursed her lips at me.
「Who's
Tattakatā?」
「Oh,
it's not the same thing as a death game. There's this stiff chairwoman of the
public morals committee who's a real enemy of mine, and I thought I'd take the
opportunity to brainwash her into being the opposite of a vulgar erotic gal.
And her nickname was Tattakata」
「Ahaha...
you're a bad guy after all」
「I
won't deny it, but I think my stance this time is that I was just waving a
firework at myself」
「...a
terrible man」
「I
can't deny it, can I?」
「Even
so, turning a stiff girl into the complete opposite of her personality... can
you really do that?」
Kaneko-san
asked, and Lili puffed out her chest.
「It'll
take time, Devi, but if we follow the steps and push herself hard enough, we
can do it, Devi.」
And
Lili explained the procedure to me in detail.
First
of all, the main principle is that "the pressure on deviant behavior is
proportional to the probability of realization and the strength of the
desire".
That
is, in a nutshell, the stiff chairwoman of the public morals committee would
want to be bought by me. Theoretically, it is enough to create enough pressure
to make her do so.
Well, I'll
explain it in a simple way.
First,
Takaka Takata's desire is to graduate and marry Kobayashi-sensei.
But there
was an event that suddenly pushed that possibility far away.
That
is, I found out about her relationship with Kobayashi-sensei. If I told anyone,
their relationship would surely collapse.
According
to Lili, the pressure for deviant behavior had risen considerably in
Takata-san's mind at this point.
At
this point, however, the deviant action was to get rid of Fumio Kijima.
Lili
said simply, "Only stiff people are reckless when cornered, Devi"
Seriously...
I wish she wouldn't say scary things.
Back
to the explanation, I offered her a solution, saying that if she made 3 million
yen at a girls' bar, I wouldn't tell anyone, and it's made her feel better. For
a while, the pressure eased.
But
it's only temporary. There's no way she can keep the top spot forever, and it's
in my calculations that things will go wrong.
And as
the possibility diminishes, the pressure to deviate increases again.
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However,
even if she wanted to get rid of me, I wouldn't show up in front of her, and
the maids know what's going on, so just getting rid of me won't stop me from
talking her relationship with Kobayashi-sensei.
In
other words, even if she wanted to deviate, there was no way to do so.
And
when I judge that the pressure is at its highest, I will offer her another way
to reach her desire, another way to deviate.
That
is prostitution, being held by Fumio Kijima for money.
A
criminal act that the real Takaka Takata would never tolerate. Immoral decision
making.
But
the pressure must be high. And there were no other options, and most
importantly, her own consciousness was slowly being altered.
In
order to weaken her rejection of sex by forcing her to watch AV, and to
assimilate her with the gals in the AV, I took advantage of her innate
diligence and made her become a black gal.
It is
common for people to have a mind first and then act according to that mind, but
this process is not irreversible.
In
other words, the state of the mind changes in accordance with one's actions.
This is why habits are so frightening.
If a
stiff person acts as a black gal, the mind will change to tolerate the gal-like
behavior in order to correct the inconsistency.
Finally,
there is a final push.
That
is the guarantee of anonymity.
It
means that I don't know that the black gal is Takata-san.
This
is a guarantee that no matter how much immoral behavior she does, Takaka
Takata, the chairwoman of the public morals committee, will not be held
responsible, and no disadvantage will occur.
Perhaps,
"only once".
She
will go astray with such intentions.
But
once she goes astray, there is no stopping her.
Easy
money, good sex.
And
the end result is a visible decrease in debt.
No
matter how much money she makes at the girl's bar, the three million dollar
face value will decrease on the last day. On the other hand, every time she
finishes with me, her debt will be visibly reduced.
Of
course, it's just a morning, evening, and night game, but the sense of
accomplishment is addictive.
This
is how Takaka Takata became addicted to sex with Fumio Kijima, and in the end
she could not live without it.
Kaneko-san
looked up at Lili with an expression of utter disbelief when she told her this
story in detail.
「...You're
really a devil」
And
then, as if nothing had happened, Lili replied.
「Of course,
Devi」
(1) Mostly
used by young boys trying to act cute, or messing around.
