Chapter 189 Himezaki Rieslett ⑬*
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
That night-
After finishing that “walk”-a session that included full mating this time-I collapsed, my body and spirit utterly spent. Honoka stayed behind to look after me. Apparently, it was on Natsu’s orders. She held my head in her lap. Her thighs were incredibly soft.
Unlike Lil-san or Leki-chan, Honoka didn’t seem to loathe me. If anything, she looked at me with genuine pity.
”Are you okay?” Honoka asked, peering down at me with worried eyes.
”I’m… not sure ‘okay’ is the word for it,” I replied.
”I see… Do you want to stop? I could try to mediate with him for you, if you want.”
”No… this is my punishment. I have to make amends. Whether he’ll ever actually forgive me… I don’t know.”
The situation was miserable, but if this was what it took to atone-if there was even a slim chance of being forgiven-I had to endure the agony. Honoka gave a non-committal hum, as if she wasn’t entirely convinced, and gently stroked my hair.
There was something that had been gnawing at me for a while. I decided to take this chance to ask.
”Hey, Honoka.”
”What is it?”
”You mentioned before that you didn’t want Natsu to forgive you. Why is that?”
”Because I want to be loved,” she replied simply. “If he forgives me, the connection is gone.”
The light vanished from Honoka’s eyes. It was that classic, terrifying yandere stare. But her logic was even more chilling.
”I don’t understand. Why wouldn’t you want to be free of this?”
”Because if Goshujin-sama ‘forgives’ me, it’s a reset. Everything goes back to zero. It’s like being released from prison after serving a sentence. You’re discharged, and you’re gone. He’d erase his memories of me. I was nothing but a tool for Koganei and his group. I have no one but Goshujin-sama now. I can’t survive without him.”
I remembered her saying something similar back at the elven settlement. I’d realized how dependent she was, but I hadn’t grasped the stakes. If we had chosen differently back then, would we have been “forgiven”? The thought of forgetting Natsu-even the parts that hurt-felt like a death sentence.
I’d even forget the fact that I didn’t want to forget.
I decided to ask her one more thing-the thing Fran had mentioned. Honoka’s answer was detached.
”He does cruel things on purpose, sure. Honestly, I’d trade places with you in a heartbeat. I don’t know the specifics of his plan, but I think I understand the ‘Shadow of Sugita’ part.” She tilted her head. “Do you understand the difference between someone like me or Kijima-san, and you, Rieslett-san?”
I didn’t have an answer.
”Is it… that you’re under his Servitude¹ and we aren’t?”
”Well, yes, but think about it. Rieslett-san, do you remember the shape of Sugita’s c**k?”
”His-!? Wh-wh-wh-what are you talking about!?” I stammered, the vulgarity catching me off guard.
Honoka ignored my shock. “I don’t remember Sugita’s member at all anymore. I remember the r*pes, but the details-the length, the girth-it’s all gone. Even though he did such horrible things to me, Goshujin-sama has completely overwritten him.” She gave a bashful, almost sweet smile. “Of course, we were rebellious, so Goshujin-sama handled the ‘overwriting’ personally. For you girls… well, you betrayed him. Maybe he doesn’t want to touch you, so he’s using other methods to make you forget Sugita²? I’m just guessing.”
It was a horrifying thought, yet I couldn’t say she was wrong.
”Honoka… if Natsu told you to do the things I do… or what Alisha and the others have to do… would you?”
”In a heartbeat. I’ll do anything he asks. If he told me to die, I’d die for him.”
Her love was a suffocating weight. But that was the gap between us.
”If you can’t take it anymore, tell him,” Honoka said with a bright smile. “But if you don’t want to leave… then you have to accept it. Accept Goshujin-sama. Accept your place as his Servitude. I did. Once you do that, you can do anything he asks of you.”
Accept him… accept myself.
”Are you happy, Honoka?”
”I’m happy. My beloved Goshujin-sama gives me so much attention. He makes me feel so, so good.”
She looked genuinely radiant. And in that moment, it finally clicked. I realized that my desire for “atonement” was just a form of arrogance. If I wanted to stay with him, I couldn’t be forgiven.
If I really loved him… if I wanted to stay…
I didn’t mind being his pet.
The thought settled into me with a strange, calm finality. I’d always been a prude, a girl who loathed anything s*xual. But maybe…
Maybe I was just a total pervert.
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I watched the three girls-Alisha’s group-depart for the slum brothel. The last time they went, they were the picture of misery. Today, they looked almost refreshed. Their eyes weren’t dead; they were focused.
”I’m going to be the personal Toilet Slave³ Goshujin-sama wants me to be!” Mercedes declared, her smile wide and eerily bright.
I couldn’t fathom the change in them. Alisha and Mime both nodded in agreement. I teleported back to the mansion, still suspicious, to take Rieslett and Marl for their daily walk. Judging by yesterday, Rieslett was at her breaking point. I expected her to beg for mercy today.
But when I reached the back door, I found them both already in a submission pose.
Marl was expected, but Rieslett was panting, her tongue out like a dog in heat. She’d stripped off the bikini top she’d worn out of modesty. She was completely naked.
”What…?”
I rubbed my eyes, but the hallucination didn’t vanish. They were both there, wagging their tails with disturbing enthusiasm.
”Rieslett, what the hell is this?” I asked.
”I’m Goshujin-sama’s submissive doggy, woof!”
Woof?
”You hated being treated like an animal. What changed?”
”I did, woof! But Honoka explained everything. I understand her now… and I understand you, Goshujin-sama.”
”You understand… me?”
”Yes. I’m sorry for making you do such cruel things to me. But I don’t want to leave you. No matter what you do, I won’t go, woof. I hate the thought of forgetting you more than anything, woof.” Her face twisted into a crying smile. “I want to be by your side! I don’t care if I’m a servant or a pet! I’ll do anything you say, woof!”
”Anything?” I decided to test her sincerity. I reached down, touching both Rieslett and Marl. Marl was already dripping, but Rieslett was still tight. “Don’t move.”
I slid my fingers into both of them, raking the v**inal walls. Rieslett began to moisten as Marl’s nectar overflowed.
”Ngh… ah… Goshujin-sama’s fingers… they feel so good, woof…!”
”Woof! Wawn… kyuun!”
The air was filled with the wet, rhythmic squelching of my fingers working inside them.
”Rieslett, you’re supposed to hate this. You do hate it, right?”
”I did until yesterday, woof! But from now on… I’m your naughty, perverted bitch-dog! Ah! Aaaahn!”
I scowled and moved my fingers more aggressively, hooking them against their G-spots. Their bodies bucked in unison.
”Hyawn!”
”Wawn!”
The sounds were messy and visceral. They were both completely drenched.
”Goshujin-sama… don’t look so pained… anh! We committed… an unforgivable sin, woof! So please… don’t forgive me! Just like Honoka… I want you to never let me go! That’s what we want! Anh! Hyiaahn!”
She wasn’t broken. She was obsessed. Just like Honoka.
”Marl, you too?”
”Wawn… kyuun… wafuun…” Marl nodded through her gasps.
”I can’t hate you anymore, woof,” Rieslett cried out. “So please, never forgive us! I’m coming! I’m co-o-o-oming, woof!”
They both spasmed, spraying fluids in a massive, simultaneous climax. They slumped against the ground, their breath coming in hot, sweet ragged gasps.
”Haah… haah… now… it’s Goshujin-sama’s turn, woof.”
They crawled toward me on all fours, nuzzling against my legs. Rieslett reached up and pulled my pants down, exposing my c**k, which was rock-hard from the sheer depravity of the display.
”Whoa… it’s so big, woof…” Rieslett’s eyes went wide. Marl simply nodded, familiar with the sight.
”It’s my first time… so I’ll be clumsy… please forgive me, woof.”
Rieslett began to lick the head of my member. Her movements were awkward and lacked any real technique, but the desperation in her eyes was unmistakable. Seeing her struggle, Marl moved in to assist.
”Wau! Wan-wan! Slurp… suck… lick… gulp…“
Marl kissed the glans. While gently kneading the balls with one hand, she ran her tongue along the frenulum before taking him into her mouth. Moving her head in a rhythmic surge, she licked every inch of him. Even after discarding her humanity, it seemed she still remembered the arts of pleasure.
”Slurp… mmp… Woof! Wan! Wan!”
Marl gestured for Reese to follow suit. Reese had never learned any s*xual techniques; in this, Marl was the seasoned professional⁴. Reese gave a small, submissive nod. She mimicked Marl, letting her tongue crawl over him before taking the shaft in. It was clearly too much for her; she looked pained as she struggled to accommodate him.
”Ngh… slurp… gulp… nnn… lick…”
I almost told her she didn’t have to force it, but I swallowed the words. Looking up at me, Reese’s eyes weren’t asking for mercy – they were pleading for me to be cruel. Meanwhile, Marl watched Reese with a look of pure, starved longing.
”Reese, Marl. The two of you… no, you two animals. Share him. No hogging.”
”Slurp… hah… I-I understand, wan. Come on, Marl. Let’s do it together.”
”Wan!”
The two – or rather, the two beasts – licked my c**k simultaneously from both sides. Marl’s expertise covered for Reese’s clumsy attempts. The sight of these two beautiful “Bitch-dog”⁵ characters in a double fellatio was beyond lewd.
”Lick… slurp… mmn…”
”Mmrr… chu… slurp…”
”Good. Both of you. Do it better. Thoroughly.”
They nodded, licking the glans and the underside like popsicles. My shaft was soon slick and glistening with their combined saliva. Marl focused on the ridge while Reese kneaded my balls and licked the frenulum. Reese alone might have taken time, but with Marl’s help, the urge to e**culate hit me like a wave.
”Kuh – I’m going. Reese, Marl. Open up.”
”Ahhh-“
They opened their mouths wide like hungry chicks, tongues lolling. I gripped myself and aimed for their waiting throats.
Splurt! Gush! Splat!
I came. The thick, white heat soiled their faces and poured into their mouths. Coated in my seed, the two animals flushed deep red, their breathing ragged. The sheer act of being covered seemed to drive them into a frenzy.
”Lick it off each other.”
”Nn… slurp… lick…”
”Slurp… lick… mm…”
They wiped the s**men away with their tongues. Now they were simply covered in a different kind of slick.
”Don’t swallow yet. Swish it around. Taste it. Know the flavor.”
They did as they were told. Marl was accustomed to it, but Reese winced, the bitterness clearly new to her.
”Reese, spit it out if you hate it.”
But Reese shook her head, chewing and rinsing. Then came the final test.
”Swallow.”
Gulp.
They swallowed without a second’s hesitation. Reese struggled for a moment but drained every drop.
”Open up. Let me see.”
”Ahhh-“
Both of them were clean. Even Reese, on her very first try.
”Reese, did it taste good?”
”It was… thick and bitter. But since it belongs to Goshujin-sama⁶, it was delicious, wan.”
”You aren’t just saying that?”
”I’m not, wan. Goshujin-sama’s commands are my only desires… wan.”
The “wan” at the end of every sentence felt forced, but it was her way of asserting her status as my pet.
”Goshujin-sama, please. Just one… one request, wan.”
”Speak.”
Reese turned her backside toward me, remaining on all fours.
”My p**sy, wan… put Goshujin-sama’s micro-dicks⁷ inside me, wan.”
”Hah? Why should I soil myself in your filthy hole?”
”The dregs! I want the dregs of Sugita inside me gone, wan! I want every memory of him erased! Please… I beg of you… wan!”
I see.
”Even Fen-Lil’s micro-dicks couldn’t make me forget him, wan. So, please…”
”…Put your ass up higher.”
”Goshujin-sama!”
Reese’s face lit up. If that was her reason, I had no choice. I gripped her hips with both hands, aligned myself, and slammed into her.
”Ngh! Ah… ahhh! It’s huge! I remember this! I remember this shape!”
Of course she did. How many times had I taken her while drunk? Her mind might have been blank, but her body had the memory carved into it.
”Listen, Reese. Don’t expect any sweetness. I’m going to break you.”
”Yes… erase him. Break me… wan!”
I hammered into her womb. I ignored the strain on her body, driving my hips home with a violence that bordered on a crime.
Thwack! Thwack! Thwack!
”Ah! Ah! Ah! Faster! Harder! Wan! Anh! An-an-an!”
Reese came apart under the high-speed friction. I expected her face to be twisted in agony, but I was wrong.
”Anh! Good! This is – no! I’m flying! I’m going to lose it! Fu-anh!”
She was drowning in it, melting. Her eyes rolled back, her tongue lolled, but she was smiling.
”Anh! An-an! I get it now! I wanted this! I wanted Natsu to take me like this! Ah! It’s so good!”
”Hey, Reese. What did Sugita’s feel like?”
”I don’t… remember! Goshujin-sama’s… erased it! It feels so good! It hurts, but it’s so good, wan!”
”So his was that forgettable, huh?”
”Yes! Nothing! I don’t remember a thing, wan! Sugita… wait, who was Sugita? It doesn’t matter! Goshujin-sama! Discipline your dog! Teach me my place! Wan!”
I had gone too hard. I didn’t think she’d actually forget the man entirely. It seemed my presence was simply that overwhelming.
Later, I would do the same to Honoka and Kijima’s sister. For now, there was only Reese. Her walls were tight, writhing around me as if they never wanted to let go. Her body was celebrating my intrusion.
”Carve it in! Use your micro-dicks to carve it into me! I’m your pet! Aahn! Ah! Ah!”
She was a mess. The prudish Reese was dead. In her place was a beast driven mad by my touch. The end was near for me as well.
”Reese, you’re mine. A loyal bitch who does exactly what I say. Understood?”
”Wan! I am Goshujin-sama’s loyal bitch-dog! Wan!”
”Then take all of it. Straight to the womb!”
”Wan! Pour it in! Fill me with your mark! Fill me to the core, Goshujin-sama!”
Splurt! Gush!
”Ngh… aaaaaanh! Goshujin-sama’s seed… it’s filling me up! I’m being stained your color… wan!”
Reese arched her back, squirting grandly as she hit a massive peak. Her muscles clamped down on me, swallowing the e**culate just as I’d ordered.
”Fua… aa… so full… full of Goshujin-sama…”
I pulled out with a wet pop. Despite the volume, nothing leaked out. She had truly taken every drop into her womb.
”I’ll ask again. About Sugita -“
”…Who? Wait… I know that name, but I can’t picture a face, wan. Who was he?”
She had truly been wiped clean. She probably didn’t even remember being raped by him. That suited me just fine.
”Goshujin-sama. Please… never forgive me, wan.”
The guilt remained, even if the memory was gone. I had no intention of forgiving her. I would continue to be cruel, and like Honoka, she would accept it all.
”Wau~n, kuu~n…”
A lonely howl came from the side. Marl was holding her hips high, looking abandoned.
”I know, I know. You want to forget too. I’ll violate you until your head is as empty as hers.”
”Wan!”
Marl gave a sharp cry and began to grind her hips. She was already so far gone that the mere thought of it had her trembling.
I continued the walk, violating my two beasts until they were thoroughly disciplined into the lewd animals they were meant to be.
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Summary:
Rieslett converses with Honoka and learns that ‘forgiveness’ from Natsu results in total memory erasure and loss of connection. Terrified of losing Natsu, Rieslett abandons her quest for atonement and embraces a life of absolute submission as his pet. The chapter concludes with Rieslett and Marl performing submissive acts and oral s*x on Natsu at the mansion’s back door.
Natsumi completes the ‘reprogramming’ of Reese and Marl through extreme s*xual dominance. Reese’s memory of her previous trauma with Sugita is physically overwritten by Natsumi’s intensity. The chapter concludes with both girls fully accepting their roles as Natsumi’s loyal, broken pets.
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Trivia:
- Honoka’s eyes losing their light (highlight) is a visual indicator of her yandere state.
- The ‘overwriting’ of memories is a literal magical or psychological effect of Natsu’s power.
- Alisha’s group has also undergone this psychological shift, which is why they seem ‘refreshed’ going to the brothel.
- Rieslett’s dog-like behavior (‘woof’) is a conscious choice to secure her place.
- Natsu is actually uncomfortable with the girls’ sudden shift toward extreme submission.
- Reese’s ‘wan’ speech tic is a conscious effort to show submission.
- The ‘micro-dicks’ term is used by the characters as a specific, ironic identifier for Natsumi.
- Reese’s physical memory of Natsumi exists despite her previous mental state.
- The erasure of Sugita from their memories is a psychological side effect of the trauma/pleasure overload
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Character Insight:
Rieslett undergoes a ‘corruption’ arc where she trades her pride and moral standards for a permanent connection with Natsu. Honoka reveals her own extreme dependency, showing that for these characters, abuse is preferable to being forgotten or ignored.
Reese transitions from guilt-ridden and prudish to a ‘Bitch-dog’ who actively seeks Natsumi’s violence to cleanse her past. Marl shows jealousy and a need for equal ‘discipline.’
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Behind the Scenes:
The author uses ‘woof’ (wan) to emphasize the dehumanization/petification theme common in dark isekai/seinen works.
The author notes that this chapter was influenced by reader feedback regarding Reese’s forgiveness, leading to her ‘complete fall’ (kan-ochi) instead of a redemption arc.
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TL Notes:
Notes:
• Honoka – Petite, cute “transistor‑glamour” girl with high‑level healing magic, built like a tiny bomb of lewdness and huge breasts. Started as a cold‑hearted slave mocking Sasaki, then flipped into full devoted “Goshujin‑sama” maid mode, obsessed with his scent and desperate to bear his child. Used to be Hidaka’s obsession, later violated by Sugita, which left her furious and tightly protective of the protagonist. Bashful smiles, but the second anything touches him she goes nuclear. Usually in a sleazy maid outfit, the anti‑aesthetic to Lotte and Nadja’s clean uniforms.
• Leki – Lil’s daughter. Height: 140 cm, B-W-H: 70, 54, 69. She looks more like a Siberian Husky puppy than a wolf. Honestly, she just looks like a stuffed toy, recently transformed into a human form. Now use great axe as weapon.
• Lil – One of the heroines. Height 166 cm, B-W-H: 90-56-90. She is a top-tier beauty with long indigo hair down to her waist, a large scar on her abdomen and sharp golden eyes. She has wolf ears and a tail.
• Koganei – Height 166 cm, weight 56 kg. A mood-maker in the baseball club. He was only after Honoka’s body and worked with Oshiro to steal her from Akiyama.
• Fran – Chaperone for the girls. Uses kunai in combat. Does not possess the Item Box skill.
• Rieslett – Half‑Japanese, half‑Swedish girl with that forever‑young look—people keep mistaking her for her mom’s sister. Blonde (sometimes looks brunette under certain light). Outfit’s a clean mix: black cloak, white shirt, red ribbon tie, navy pleated skirt, knee‑highs, brown leather shoes. Works at Natsumi’s manor, got caught up in Sugita’s mess, and yeah… it didn’t end well.
• Sugita – Leader of the Sugita gang and main bully of Natsumi Sasaki, born into heavy police privilege—his grandfather is the Superintendent General, his father a Superintendent—so every mess he causes gets buried. Lean build, sharp features, that cold, arrogant “I can get away with it” stare. Wields the unique skill Steal (窃盗), which he uses to manipulate minds and control women. Once impersonated the hero Sieben with a mask and greatsword, but lost everything and dropped to Level 7. He’s a “Hero” cursed to die and resurrect endlessly—turned into a Lesser Vampire, executed, and ultimately erased from existence.
• Alisha – Fluffy pink‑haired miko with a huge, triple‑digit chest who’s way more dangerous than she looks. Kidnapped along with the merchant’s daughter and the rest, she’s a member of the Renegade clan. Wields a spiked morning‑star mace like it’s a fashion accessory. Looks gorgeous and holy, but when tortured, she flips into full psychotic mode—chaotic, unhinged, and survivability‑mode only.
• Mercedes – A girl with rare black hair in a sea of blondes and browns, small‑chested, precise enough to trim her pubic hair into an inverted triangle, with large, upturned eyes that used to sparkle but went flat after trauma. Member of the Renegade clan, she wields fire magic with tight control and is weirdly picky about cleanliness, especially when it comes to Sugita, who she treats with a mix of cold fastidiousness and deep disgust.
• Marl – A younger‑sister‑type companion to Lil who likes watching the couple from afar. Not the real sister. She was a girl sitting in the spectator seats, temporarily controlled by Sugita’s Steal skill. After regaining her senses, she vomits from the shock and guilt of what she witnessed.
• Mime – Short‑haired, cat‑eyed merc with wheat skin and a tight, athletic build that screams “I lift.” She swings a primitive stone axe like it’s nothing and sticks with the Renegade clan like a pro. She’s all business in a fight, but the second anyone mentions her comrade Marl, the tough‑girl act cracks and the worry shows through.
• Reese – Jessica’s sister. Described by Alice as a beautiful blonde lady. She was previously under the control of Sugita’s skill and left in a state of despair and exposure after the effect ended.
• Natsumi – The protagonist. Height 168 to 171 cm, weight 57 to 59 kg. He has a baby face, but he hides his eyes with his bangs. He was bullied by the Sugita gang just because his name sounded like a girl’s name.
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