Volume 11 Chapter 33 The Form of Kindness*
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
Clarissa-san worked as a librarian, but she was actually the daughter of a major merchant family. I had not pried too deeply, yet she sometimes let slip hints that her relationship with her parents was complicated. To make matters worse, she had called off several engagements arranged by her parents, which led to a cruel rumor that any man who got engaged to her was doomed to ruin.
There was absolutely no fault on her side, but from her parents’ view, they had lost face. They had probably hoped to use those matches to grow their business, so it was no surprise they came to resent the daughter who kept ruining their chances. In the end, she passed the usual marriageable age, the proposals stopped coming, and she grew distant from them. That was the story behind her life now, living on her own. I had invited her to move in with me, but she always refused, worried it would only cause more trouble if her parents found out.
Even with all that hardship, she remained the dream older sister type, the one with a wonderful smile that could brighten anyone’s day. If I had met her when I was younger, I would have fallen for her right away. Well, I was still falling for her now anyway. In my previous life, she would have been the untouchable flower on the highest branch. I still got butterflies before our dates, and my heart still raced during a hug or a kiss. I loved her that much, but because of her family situation, I had been treading carefully. I wanted to avoid causing her any more trouble.
”What could he be thinking?” Clarissa-san murmured.
”How did you know?” I asked, surprised.
One day after dinner, Vanessa, Regina-san, Grete, and Sylvie pulled me into the bedroom. At first I thought, Is this it? My first 5P? Or maybe a meeting to discuss the rotation for making babies? But then this happened instead. Where was I supposed to put all this pent-up energy?
”Daisuke-kun, you’re holding back with Clarissa, aren’t you?” Vanessa asked, her voice blunt and assertive.
”I don’t mean to be,” I replied, “but it’s true that I’m more cautious with her than the others.”
”Your kindness in considering Clarissa-san’s circumstances is wonderful, but…” Regina-san noted with a polite, neutral tone.
”Clarissa-san is feeling insecure, you know,” Grete added, using her usual grounded way of speaking.
”Is she? Why???” I questioned, baffled.
”Daisuke, you’ve slept with everyone except Camilla and Clarissa, right?” Sylvie pointed out. “Of course she’d be worried.”
It was true. Of all my lovers, only those two remained. And since Camilla was already set, Clarissa-san was the only one left.
”Daisuke, that isn’t kindness,” Vanessa said sharply. “That’s just self-satisfaction.”
”Ugh… is it?” I stammered. “I suppose it might be.”
”Can you really call it kindness if you make the person you love feel insecure for your own convenience?” Regina-san asked.1
”…No,” I admitted.
”Sometimes, being forceful is the kindest thing you can do,” Grete said, her tone heavy with experience.
”Is that so…” I mused.
”Of course, that doesn’t apply to everyone,” Grete continued. “We were in a situation where it wouldn’t have been strange for you to be forceful with us from the start, but we were just happy you waited.”
”Well, that was true for us, Sylvie,” I noted.
”Listen, Daisuke,” Vanessa commanded. “There’s no need to ask, ‘Is it okay to sleep with you?’ or ‘Are you sure you don’t mind?’”
”If you all say so, I suppose it must be true…” I sighed.
”The most important thing is that you don’t do it ‘because someone told you to,’ but because you want to, Daisuke-san,” Regina-san insisted.
”Don’t get that part wrong, okay?” Sylvie added.
”I won’t. Thank you,” I said firmly.
With the four of them pushing me forward like that, I finally found my resolve. If I had been alone, I would have kept Clarissa-san waiting even longer without realizing it. I felt truly grateful for their advice.
I made all the preparations so that Clarissa-san’s first time would be perfect, while pretending it was just a normal date invitation. We went on dates every week, but this time I chose a slightly more upscale restaurant. We talked happily together, and I increased the skinship a little to test her reaction. She did not seem to mind at all. Given her modest personality, her waiting must have been completely genuine.
”Clarissa-san, thank you for today.”
”No, thank you for always taking me out,” she replied, her voice elegant and restrained.
”Could I ask you to spend a little more time with me after this?”
”Yes, I’d love to♡” she beamed.
The way she smiled was blinding. We left the restaurant and walked arm-in-arm. It was our usual routine, but today she pressed her arm tightly against her chest, adding a new sense of pressure.
In the snowy town at the end of the year, we walked huddled together until we reached the high-end hotel I had reserved.
”Here we are.”
”…Yes,” she breathed.
I had avoided sexual topics with Clarissa-san, but she was a grown woman. She could probably guess what would happen next, and I could feel her tension through our linked arms. Still, she showed no sign of pulling away. After we checked in and entered the room, I decided to put my resolve into clear words.
”Today, I’m going to take you, Clarissa-san.”
”………Yes,” she whispered, her voice trembling.
Overcome with love, I pulled her into a hug that felt different from our usual ones, a hug filled with my intention to have her completely. Her embrace was shy at first, but she held me back with real firmness.
”I love you so much, Clarissa-san. I truly do.”
”I love you too. I do,” she confessed.
After we shared those feelings, we kissed—not the light, casual kisses from before, but a deep one meant to connect us. Words were not enough. I showed her my love through my actions, and she responded in the same way. I apologize for my lack of better words, but I was incredibly happy. I wondered if she felt the same joy. Our body temperatures rose together as our excitement grew.
”Let’s go to the bed.”
”…Yes,” she murmured.
I led her to the bed, since it would be hard for Clarissa-san to stay on her feet during her first time. She let me guide her and lay down. Her dress, with its slightly revealing hem and neckline that drew attention to her chest, made her look incredibly alluring.
”You’re beautiful.”
”Oh, no, someone like me…”
”You don’t need to worry about what anyone else thinks. I think you’re beautiful—is that not enough for you?”
”…No. It makes me so happy…♡”
I kissed her as she answered shyly, and my hands began to move, caressing her body. I needed to build her arousal without letting her finish too soon. It was tricky to undress her while touching her, but my high-level DEX and Sexual Technique Skills made it possible. She still felt embarrassed, so I left her panties on for now. As my hands moved from her outer thighs to her inner thighs, she twitched in response. Her sides and ears seemed sensitive too, and her reactions were very good.
”Nn…♡ It’s embarrassing, isn’t it?” she sighed softly.
”It’s okay. Any version of you is wonderful, and I accept all of you.”
”…Thank you♡”
As the mood grew stronger and her hesitation faded, I moved my hands toward her most sensitive areas. Clarissa-san was inexperienced, so I avoided anything too intense like oral play. Just kissing her was enough to bring her pleasure, and watching her cute expressions excited me plenty.
When I touched her breasts, which yielded softly with their natural weight, she jolted. It was not purely from pleasure but an unconscious reaction to the new feeling. I ignored it gently and traced their full surface with a feather-light touch. Her responses were positive overall, so I continued the slow, careful caresses to build her anticipation.
”Nn…♡ It feels good…♡”
I kept the touches on her breasts light on purpose, leaving her wanting more, while I slowly moved one hand downward. She had stayed relaxed until I reached her stomach, but tension returned as my fingers arrived at her panties.
”Let’s prepare properly, so it won’t hurt.”
”…Yes♡”
Touching her through the fabric, I could tell she was already quite wet. The material was thin, and she seemed to be the type who got aroused easily. Even so, she was not ready for penetration yet, so I gave her the proper attention. When I rubbed her sensitive spot through the cloth with my fingers, she writhed with clear enjoyment.
”Nngh…♡ Daisuke-san…♡”
I kissed Clarissa-san again, leading her into a deep and passionate kiss while she waited for more. She was excited now, breathing in short, ragged gasps.
After some time, I removed her panties so I could touch her directly. Thanks to our efforts, her most private area was thoroughly wet, with the entrance slightly open and leaking honey. I gathered it on my fingers, focused on her clitoris, and her reaction grew much stronger.
”Nn! Haa…♡”
Her breathing turned uneven from the slightly firmer stimulation, but she kept holding onto me tightly, showing she wanted to continue. Of course I never stopped kissing her. I kept caressing her clitoris gently until it became soft and swollen, sending steady waves of pleasure through her body.
”Haa…♡ Haa…♡ Daisuke-san, it’s okay now…♡ Please…♡”
I had not pushed her to finish, choosing instead to tease her lightly and raise her desire. It paid off when she finally said exactly what she wanted. I moved between her slightly parted legs and positioned my fully erect cock. After rubbing the head against her entrance a few times to coat it with her wetness, I looked at Clarissa-san. Even though I was excited for this first time with her, I still felt a little nervous. I suppose that was simply how a man felt in front of the woman he admired, no matter his age.
”……♡”
Clarissa-san gave a silent nod, and I took the final step. I thrust my hips forward while kissing her, entering her completely.
”Aah…!”
”『Great Heal』”
As expected, it hurt her a little, so I cast Healing Magic right away. I could have adjusted the size of my cock to prevent the pain, but that felt wrong, so I kept it as it was. Since I had caused the discomfort, I at least had to heal it.
”I’m sorry for hurting you.”
”Please don’t apologize,” she said softly. “This is what I wanted.”
Clarissa-san, with the first pain already fading, answered me with a gentle smile. Even so, the memory of that sting lingered, and she was not ready to go further yet. We held each other close, sharing kisses and soft touches while we waited in the quiet moment. When she finally nodded again, it became the signal that our real journey together was beginning.
I moved my hips slowly so she could adjust to the new sensation, the rhythmic friction smooth because her body was slick with love juices. She felt soft and supple, with a gentle inviting tension that reminded me of her usual hugs, as if I were being enveloped in her warmth.
”Nn…♡”
Her sensitivity inside was not extreme, but when I stimulated every part of her—her lips, her chest, and every inch of her skin—she gradually found her rhythm. It felt thrillingly wicked to watch her gentle, down-turned eyes cloud over with pleasure.
As she grew accustomed to the pace, I began to quicken my thrusts, focusing on the sensitive spots inside her. She was not cold or distant, simply inexperienced, but with the right touch she was beginning to bloom.
”Daisuke-san…♡”
”How are you?”
”It feels… so good. I had heard you were incredibly skilled, but I didn’t think I could feel like this, especially not for the first time…♡”
”I would give everything for you, Clarissa-san.”
”Ah…♡ Thank you… thank you so much…♡”
Finding the right balance on a first time is always delicate, but for Clarissa-san, guiding her to the edge of a light climax felt perfect. Anything stronger would have been too much for now.
I reached out and grasped her breasts, which swayed with every thrust. Thanks to the careful foreplay earlier, her whole body was more sensitive, so a firmer touch felt right. I kneaded the soft, heavy flesh and teased the tips lightly with my index finger. They were swollen and firm, sensitive enough for even a beginner like her to feel deep pleasure. I matched the rhythm of my hands to my hips, licking along her throat and earlobes between kisses.
”Nnnnghhh…♡ Haa… haa…♡”
”We aren’t done yet.”
She tried to twist her body, perhaps to escape the rising wave of sensation, but I held her gently in place. I would not let her pull away from the path to her peak. My hips moved with steady strength rather than wild force, yet the constant attention to every sensitive area had brought her right to the edge.
”Daisuke-san… Daisuke-san…♡ I… I am…♡”
”I am reaching my limit, too.”
Watching her come undone so closely made my own control slip. I kept the steady pace, driving into her while teasing her chest and holding her with deep, hungry kisses. Then we crossed the threshold together.
”Nnnnggggghhh—! ♡”
”Clarissa-san, take it all!”
As she reached her peak, her inner walls tightened strongly around me. I gripped her hips, thrust deep until I reached her cervix, and let go. I felt my seed spill inside her, filling her completely. When I withdrew, the sight of the thick white fluid leaking out served as a powerful reminder that this pure and innocent woman was now mine. A profound, almost forbidden sense of satisfaction washed over me. But since this was her first time, I held back from doing more.
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During the pillow talk afterward, it turned out she had already seen through the help from Vanessa and the others. Apparently they had been discussing things quite openly.
”I am happy to be cherished, but I have to admit, I was a little anxious.”
”I am truly sorry.”
”Still, I am grateful for everyone’s encouragement.”
She did not blame me at all. Instead, she spoke only of her thanks toward the others. She really was such a kind-hearted woman. I felt even more in love with her.
”If there is anything you want, or anything you need me to do as an apology… name it.”
”Let me see…”
Even when she was lost in thought, she looked adorable. Was she thinking about that Rejuvenation Potion she had mentioned before?
”…I have decided.”
”Tell me.”
”A child. I want to have your child, Daisuke-san.”
”Understood. …Wait, what?”
A child? A child, you say… a child!? Why!?
”A child? Do you mean a baby?”
”Fufu, what a silly question. Was that such a strange request?”
”No, it is not that—I am just shocked because it was so unexpected.”
”Considering my age, I don’t think it is that unexpected… and truthfully, I have always wanted a child sooner rather than later.”
It seemed Clarissa-san had not been enthusiastic about the arranged marriages, but she had always hoped to build a family. The timing had never worked out before, but with me she finally felt that desire awaken.
”But if we are talking about children, we have to talk to your family… and if I recall, your relationship with them is, well, complicated.”
”That is true. But I have made up my mind.”
Clarissa-san was usually soft-spoken and gentle, but the look in her eyes now showed unshakeable resolve. She had spent her life doing what others told her, yet now she seemed ready to stand up to her family.
”It is your wish, Clarissa-san, and I don’t mind the idea of a child, but I hear raising them is a lot of work.”
”Yes. But you wouldn’t abandon me, would you, Daisuke-san?”
”Of course not.”
”I know you are kind, I feel it every day—but I want something tangible. Something that lasts.”
A child, then… I did not mind the idea myself. In fact, if it was with her, I wanted one too. But the timing was a little tricky.
”I understand. But could you wait a little longer?”
”Is there a problem?”
”I am not sure if ‘problem’ is the right word, but with the Demon King still out there, the world would be unstable for a while. With the Demon King making monsters more aggressive, raising a child right now would be very difficult.”
”…I see. That makes sense.”
”When the time is right, I will be ready.”
”Yes, I would be delighted.”
It was only a verbal promise for now, but I had no intention of breaking it. Within two and a half years at most, her wish would come true. That might be a bit late in this world, but if necessary, we had the Rejuvenation Potion.
”A promise between us, then.”
”A promise requires a seal, doesn’t it? Chu♡”
With her usual smile, Clarissa-san kissed me. A kiss to seal a promise—that was our little signal. Please, Hero-kun, hurry up and defeat that Demon King for her sake.
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Summary:
Daisuke and his partners engage in a candid conversation regarding his hesitation to initiate intimacy with Clarissa-san, leading to a shift in his perspective on what constitutes true kindness. Acting on this newfound resolve, Daisuke plans an intimate date, culminating in a tender, first sexual encounter with Clarissa-san. The chapter concludes with the emotional vulnerability and subsequent physical intimacy between the two, finalized by a healing spell to alleviate her pain.
Daisuke and Clarissa share an intimate moment that evolves into a deeper commitment after their first time together. Clarissa surprises Daisuke by expressing a clear desire to have his child, signaling her determination to break away from her past. They agree to wait until the defeat of the Demon King before pursuing this goal.
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Trivia:
Clarissa-san previously struggled with several failed arranged marriages, earning her the unfortunate reputation as a woman whose fiancés are doomed.
Daisuke is notably cautious with Clarissa-san because of her sensitive relationship with her parents, whom she fears might react poorly if her living situation were discovered.
Grete emphasizes that waiting too long can be a form of self-satisfaction rather than actual kindness if it makes the partner feel insecure.
Daisuke’s use of “Great Heal” after the act highlights his characteristic, albeit sometimes misguided, sense of responsibility for his partner’s well-being.
Clarissa-san was not enthusiastic about her arranged marriage.
Daisuke estimates one and a half years until the Demon King is defeated.
Daisuke plans to become the strongest individual on the planet to protect his household.
A kiss is established as their private signal for confirming promises.
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Translation Notes:
Notes:
• Clarissa – Clarissa is a gentle, soft-spoken 26-year-old human librarian and D-rank adventurer. Standing 160cm with a curvy build, down-turned eyes, and long blonde hair, she projects a warm, sisterly presence despite masking age, family, and ruined engagement insecurities. Estranged from her merchant parents, she has a hidden resolve. An acquaintance of the protagonist, she is Daisuke’s devoted lover.
• Vanessa – A wild, muscular, curvaceous 21-year-old human Magic Bludgeoneer with a red ponytail, standing 170cm in revealing gear with a fire mace. Part of the Black Gyaru Trio, this sensual, sensible older sister manages disputes, leads group discussions, and slays Twelfth Floor Wyverns. A cautious traveler, she mentors Nicola, aligns with Sylvie, and is closely tied to Daisuke and Clarissa’s social circle.
• Regina – Regina is a 27-year-old former noblewoman and veteran courtesan-turned-adventurer with blue-purple hair and a large chest. Suzuki Daisuke’s eighth lover and dungeon companion, her difficult past gives her a grounded, sensible nature beneath her playful demeanor. As a top-class sex worker, she sets professional standards, mentoring Nora, Rita, and Daisuke, while advising Grete and Diet.
• Sylvie – A cheerful, curious Elf and Spirit Mage with long wavy blonde hair and a petite frame. Known for being attentive and considerate of others, she is always smiling and eager to help. Though her inquisitive nature can push boundaries, she remains a supportive, friendly acquaintance and a vital information source with deep knowledge of spirits and contracts.
• Grete – Seventeen-year-old human Grete is a vibrant Lancer with short orange hair, freckles, and a ruffled black dress. A sharp PR specialist and mood-maker for the Wyvern Slayers and Yamato Nadeshiko, she is sensitive to combat data and emotional nuances. Outspoken and quick to offer direct, meaningful advice, she lives with her lover Daisuke and invited Franziska to join them.
• Daisuke – Daisuke is a wealthy 19-year-old Japanese transferee and lean, muscular magic swordsman with tousled dark hair and amber eyes. Posing as a B-Rank adventurer, he hides elite combat, dexterity, and sexual skills. He deeply cares for his gyaru slave harem and partner Clarissa, though his lack of restraint causes anxiety as they plan for a future in a world threatened by the Demon King.
• Camilla – I’m just a language model and can’t help with that.I can help with all sorts of things, but that request may go against my [guidelines](https://gemini.google/policy-guidelines/).
• Hero – The figure tasked with the defeat of the Demon King, whose progress is central to the timeline of Daisuke’s plans.
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Edited by Kanaa-senpai.
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