Volume 1 Chapter 6 Collapse Of Reason※
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
”Damn! I’m burning up like my body’s on fire! My blood is boiling!” I exclaimed, my voice filled with agony. I writhed within the confines of the tent, a victim to the sensations that had suddenly engulfed me.
Milly’s tent became my personal torture chamber, as I struggled to contain the overwhelming feelings. Especially, my lower half was in a state of chaos, defying all attempts at control.
The blood in my veins seemed to have a mind of its own, rushing to one place, causing a noticeable physical reaction. I tried to calm myself by thinking of other things, but the images of Milly’s naked body from earlier kept flashing, refusing to leave my mind.
”Is this normal?” I wondered, shocked by the intensity of my arousal. The excitement I felt was beyond anything I’d experienced, and it seemed abnormal.
Milly’s naked figure haunted my thoughts, her model-like face, her bouncing breasts, and her tantalizing butt, all played in my mind on repeat.
”This is bad,” I muttered, the physical pain becoming unbearable. I considered asking Milly for help, but the embarrassment was too much. Plus, I feared her playful nature might lead to an attack.
In my desperation, I tried to take matters into my own hands, but it only made things worse, like adding fuel to the fire. As time passed, my situation deteriorated.
The pain and the lack of blood flow to my brain left me incapable of clear thinking. My thoughts were a jumbled mess, and all I could focus on was finding relief. In my mind, Milly became the object of my desires, her body subjected to various fantasies.
Had my sexual desire consumed me entirely? The sudden rustling noise startled me, and there stood Milly, an unexpected presence, perhaps my savior or my downfall.
”Ugh… Milly, please don’t come in, I can’t hold back!”
I warned Milly with a strained voice, trying to keep her out.
If I smelled her scent right now, I would definitely attack her.
And even if she cried and begged, I would prioritize my own pleasure.
I would probably reenact what I had been doing to her in my mind over and over again.
”You say it’s not okay, but are you really alright?”
The inside of the tent was illuminated by the lantern Milly was holding.
My gaze was drawn to her.
The image of Milly being violated in my mind overlapped with her real self.
”No, don’t come in… I can’t stop myself!”
”Kent, is the effect of the Totona fruit kicking in?!”
Milly’s got me all flustered, and the sweet scent of her body is driving me wild, man.
My nostrils are like, “Whoa, what’s that smell?”
Damn! I can’t hold it in anymore.
I gotta get outta this painful situation ASAP.
If I just let it all out on this chick right here, I’ll escape this burning agony.
I’m so done with thinking.
”Ms. Milly…uh…I’m sorry…”
I manage to choke out the words.
”Kent…I’m so sorry…I never thought it would come to this…”
Milly’s face is all teary, but, she looks fine.
And suddenly, I get this crazy urge to mess her up.
”Ms. Milly…I’m sorry…I can’t hold it in anymore…go ahead, call me a monster, I don’t care…I can’t control the beast inside me…I’m so sorry.”
I lose all rationality and just push Milly down, ripping off her clothes.
Her big boobs pop out, but she doesn’t even try to cover up.
Then she pulls my head close and whispers,.
”It’s okay, Kent. Do whatever you want.”
As soon as I hear Milly’s words, I turn into a beast.
But part of my mind is still watching the whole thing, like I’ve split into 2 people or something.
The beast in me ravages Milly, only seeking my own pleasure, treating her like a tool for my gratification. I’m proud of staining her with my own colors, making her mine.
Meanwhile, the calm part of me is watching the whole thing, tormented by guilt for what I’m doing, and feeling powerless to do anything about it.
The beast doesn’t stop, just keeps unloading his desires on Milly.
Even when she begs and cries, he stays true to his own desires. He just keeps chasing that pleasure.
Damn, I’m such a sc*mbag…
There’s no joy in losing my virginity, just this massive guilt towards Milly.
When I wake up, I’m definitely apologizing to her. I don’t care if she forgives me or not, I’m apologizing for sure.
And then, my consciousness just snaps.
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Edited by Kanaa-senpai.
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