Male Idol V13c147

Volume 13 Chapter 147 Victoria, Hate Hate Hate Love？

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Edited by: Kanaa-senpai

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 ”W-wait!”

 I try to push Shirogane Aqua’s body off me.

 What is this? I don’t understand.

 Feeling a sense of danger, I press my weak arms against his chest with all my strength.

 It’s hard. What is this!? He doesn’t budge at all! He fell easily when I pushed him down earlier!!

 ”G-get off me. I’ll let you go this time.”

 ”Let me go? Who are you talking to?”

 He grabs my arms, which are desperately trying to resist, and gently kisses the back of my hand.

 A kiss on the hand is a sign of respect. But his kiss seems to say, please forgive me for what I’m about to do to you.

 He places his hands on my dress and forcefully tears the fabric from my chest.

 ”Ah!”

 The dress is a weapon and armor for a woman living in noble society.

 I quickly cover my exposed breasts with the torn fabric.

 It’s one thing to expose myself willingly, but being forced to reveal what I was hiding is nothing but humiliation.

 ”Remember this shame you’ve brought upon me!”

 ”What are you going to do if I remember?”

 Ah…

 He grabs both my hands and forcefully spreads them apart.

 Seeing my exposed breasts, I turn red with embarrassment and anger.

 ”Victoria-sama, do you understand your current position?”

 His words make me momentarily stop breathing.

 Right now, I am neither the princess of Stars nor an advisor to the head of state or a diplomatic envoy.

 In this country, I am a human sacrifice offered to Shirogane Aqua. Just a mere offering, a tool for a deal.

 ”Ah, I know without you telling me!”

 My body trembles slightly in sync with my swirling emotions.

 I am just a puppet. It hasn’t changed since I was a princess or now in the harem (後宮).

 I’m always on the laid tracks, fulfilling the role given to me.

 The foolish and dull eldest daughter who can’t even find her own path, unlike my talented younger sisters, Kanon and Hermie. That’s me.

 ”But I had no choice. That country, Stars, can walk on its own without us royals. It’s better for me not to be in Stars, as I could become a new source of trouble. So when the talk of the harem came up, I raised my hand without hesitation.”

 That’s a lie… just an excuse.

 I simply took the ticket to the harem that was offered to me.

 Even the choice to leave the country was left to others. That’s who I am, Victoria Stars Gossenaight.

 ”I don’t think my body has that much value, but if it satisfies you, go ahead and like it. I have no place to return to anymore. I’ll become the woman you desire.”

 If you want me to be a submissive woman who follows 3 steps behind, then I’ll comply.

 If you want to put a collar on me and make me a pet, I’ll accept it quietly.

 If you want to turn me into a toy or tool, then enjoy this body.

 So please, this time, you decide my future. What should I do?

 ”Your happiness, Victoria-sama, is the future I desire. So, it’s not for me to decide. It’s your choice.

 Ah… what a cruel man.

 He leaves it up to me because he can’t decide, yet he saved my sisters but not me?

 He says I’m not just about appearances, that I have my own strength and a core of determination, unlike Kanon or Hermie.

 ”I didn’t sleep with you because you’re a Stars’s princess or Kanon’s sister.”

 ”What?”

 He gently touches my cheek with his palm, a look of confusion on my face.

 Warm…

 When was the last time someone touched my cheek like that?

 Even as a child, I can’t remember such a moment.

 ”There’s only one reason a man sleeps with a woman, no, the reason I sleep with girls.”

 My heart skips a beat as I see the serious look on his face, no trace of a joke.

 ”I slept with you because I love you, Victoria-sama. Not because you’re someone’s sister or a princess somewhere. Look into my eyes. All I see is you, Victoria-sama.”

 I stare into his beautiful eyes, and there I see myself, my skin exposed, my dress torn.

 ”So… do you really love me? If you do, then decide for me what I should do.”

 ”No.”

 He answered immediately.

 Mmm… he said he loved me, but he still hate me, doesn’t he!

 ”My feelings are mine alone. So I want you to love me as much as I love you.”

 ”Impossible, absolutely impossible.”

 I’ve never been loved by my parents, or anyone else, for that matter.

 That’s why I didn’t know how to treat my sisters, Kanon and Hermie.

 I felt tender towards them, but I didn’t know how to show my love, so I kept my distance to avoid hurting them.

 They were important to me… but that was just an excuse. It was my fault for not trying to do anything.

 ”So, from now on, I’ll make you understand.”

 ”What?”

 He gently removes my torn dress.

 ”I’m sorry about your dress. If it was a favorite, I apologize. But I had to do this to touch your heart directly.”

 ”It’s fine. I… don’t have many good memories or attachments to this dress.”

 The dress I’ve worn since I was a princess.

 I felt a sense of relief when it was torn, but I also felt sorry for the dress and its maker.

 I’m sorry. The dress wanted a proper owner to wear it.

 ”Unn…”

 His hand reaches for my lower body.

 Ah, his rough male fingers graze the surface of my intimate area, then slowly tease the entrance.

 ”Ah…”

 A light tingling sensation runs through my body.

 I’m more sensitive now that I’m naked, I suppose.

 My voice escapes easily.

 ”Umm.”

 I cover my mouth with both hands and turn my face away from him.

 Squelch~♡ Squelch~♡

 No matter how much I resist in my heart, I hear the sweet and shameful sounds coming from my intimate place.

 Oh, how shameless I am, my ears turn red.

 ”St-stop…”

 I try to resist the pleasure, clenching my fist with one hand and reaching out with the other to push Aqua Shirogane away. But his chest and abdominal muscles are hard and unmoving.

 At that moment, I realize the difference between men and women, the difference in their physical build.

 A girl like me can’t beat a boy.

 ”If you really wanted me to stop, your fingers wouldn’t be clinging to mine like this.”

 ”No. Don’t say that…”

 I can feel my vagina yielding to this man’s fingers.

 I want more pleasure, more touch…

 I know it’s shameful, but I open my legs anyway.

 ”Hurry up and fuck me…!”

 If he keeps teasing my sensitive spots, my mind will go crazy.

 I instinctively know I must end this before that happens.

 ”When you ask for something, Victoria-sama, you have to look me in the eye. You said that yourself, didn’t you? And you have to be clear about where you want me to fuck you.”

 Kuu… This man, taking advantage of my moment of weakness!

 Fine. If he wants to humiliate me so badly, go ahead.

 Yes, what I said earlier was just a momentary lapse. I will never yield to him!

 I lift one leg, spread my legs wide, and use my fingers to open my intimate area.

 ”You really have a bad memory, don’t you? Here, fuck me here! Really, can’t you even remember that? Fuh, fuh!”

 That’s right. This is what I should do!

 Fine, Victoria! I was just feeling weak after our act ended, but I’ve regained my composure!

 He presses his thing against my intimate area.

 Hehe… once he’s inserted, he’ll have no choice but to thrust like a horse.

 This is my victory!

 I accept his thing into my body with a triumphant expression.

 ”Ooh.”

 Wait, wait, wait! Wait! Now, I almost made an odd sound.

 I signal to him to stop.

 ”Is something the matter, Victoria-sama?”

 ”What? You… you inserted all the way in… ohh.”

 Ahhhhh~~~~~!

 No, no, no. My, well, my girl’s, most sacred entrance is being pressed against this man’s… thing.

 Grrrr~♡ squelch~♡

 His penis rubs and crushes my entrance.

 Each time, I feel myself about to utter some unladylike words.

 Tap~♡ tap~♡

 Hey! You can’t go any further! A boy’s penis isn’t supposed to enter here!!

 A girl’s womb is a sacred place, meant only for a boy’s sperm to enter and create life.

 It’s not a place for pleasure!

 Chuu~♡ chuu~♡

 I resist, but his penis keeps trying to coax my cervix with its tip.

 I told you, no!

 I won’t give in to that!

 Zryy~♡ Plap~♡

 Huh? In an instant, a wave of intense pleasure washes over me.

 ”Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!”

 I can’t help but let out a loud cry that echoes through the harem.

 This man… he penetrated me. In the most intimate of places, where no one should go, he thrust deep inside.

 Plap~♡ Plap~♡

 No, no more! I can’t take any further!

 His penis gently knocks against my womb, each tap scratching at my cervix with its coronal ridge.

 Meanwhile, my body is brutally shaken and swayed without a moment’s respite.

 I feel embarrassed as I watch my large breasts bounce up and down with each of his powerful thrusts.

 He rubs the tip of his penis against my cervix, as if imprinting its shape onto my body.

 Plap~♡ Plap~♡

 I protest, “No, no more! I can’t go any deeper!”

 But my mind knows one thing, and my body another.

 I feel like I’ve lost my mind.

 ”Oh, oh, oh…”

 Overwhelmed by pleasure, I let out a lewd moan, despite my better judgment.

 ”Victoria-sama, I want to release inside you. What do you want me to do?”

 Please don’t ask me such embarrassing questions!

 If you want to release inside me, then do it!

 Don’t force me to make a choice when I have none…

 ”What will happen if I say no?”

 ”I will release inside you, and then we’ll do it again. I’ll keep going until you say yes.”

 Hey! You’re giving me no choice!

 You ask me to choose, but the only options are yes and yes. It’s like a crappy game!

 Worse than some idol-themed otome game where the virtual influencer is locked up!

 ”So, please love me as much as I love you. Please.”

 ”I understand. I love you, so you can release inside me as much as you like! There, is that what you wanted?”

 I was half desperate, half angry.

 It was a case of tit for tat. But as soon as I uttered the words, my feelings overflowed.

 He had freed me from my suffering, my shackles, my loneliness, and my pride.

 I hadn’t chosen not to; he had given me a choice where there was none.

 So… I’m free now, aren’t I? I can decide my own future. My future… What do I want?

 ’Victoria-dono, your eyes are so sharp, I find them intimidating compared to your sisters.’

 ’I love Victoria-sama’s eyes, they’re so piercing! Please, give me more of that intense gaze!’

 The words of the men who had spoken ill of me were overwritten by the memories of his words.

 ’Did you see those unnecessarily large breasts? I wish she had more of a lady’s Shumi, like her sisters.’

 ’Victoria-sama’s breasts are a treasure of the Stars, no, of humanity! So let’s show them off, especially to me! What’s in it for me, you ask? You know it makes me happy!’

 ’Marrying her would be a nightmare, with that big butt of hers… I feel dizzy just thinking about it.’

 ’I don’t expect you to make Miso soup every day, but can you lay that big, beautiful butt of yours on me daily? What’s the meaning of that, you ask? You know it makes us both smile!’

 ’Just hearing the sound of her heels makes my back shiver.’

 ’Victoria-sama, can I try licking your shoes? And while we’re at it, can I lick your bare legs too? It’s dirty, you say? What are you talking about? It’s dirty, so it’s good! Can I also lick your armpit sweat? What, after a bath? Let’s not waste time! I’m right here in the bath!’

 Hehe, hehehe…

 So, that’s what it was all about.

 At first, I thought he was a bit crazy, but now I understand that he was intentionally overwriting my complexes.

 ”Haa-haa, haa-haa…”

 Ah… my womb fills with his semen, filling the void of loneliness within me.

 ”I love you, Victoria-sama.”

 I can’t bring myself to say it out loud, but I love you too.

 ”Mmm…”

 We shared an intense kiss, our sweat and bodily fluids mingling.

 I feel a bit embarrassed now that I’ve realized my feelings.

 Is this the rebound effect from having to be the responsible older sister all this time? Or is it because I was never able to be a child and show my true self?

 Should I act more cute? But I can’t do that now, can I?

 ”Victoria-sama, can we do it again?”

 He shows off his erect penis, still hard after his previous release.

 Wow, he’s still not satisfied after cumming so much…

 I love it when he gets his penis hard for me like that.

 I feel like I want to bear a child for him. No, it’s my duty?

 If my loved one gives me the sign for baby-making, it’s my duty as a girl to get pregnant, right?

 ”Well, if that’s what you want, just go ahead and do it! Doing it once is the same as doing it twice!”

 Oh my… I’m not cute at all…

 I look at my reflection in the mirror and feel despair.

 Putting aside my already sharp features… I need to practice being cute!

 You, yes, you! You like that boy, don’t you? If you love him, show him more of your affection!

 I give a slight, bashful smile. No, this won’t do… I need to practice being cute properly…

 ”Today’s Victoria-sama is very cute.”

 ”W-What!? You think I’m cute? You really should go to the hospital!! I’ll make sure to ask Kohina Yukari to take you to the eye doctor later, so you have to go. Y-You should also get your brain waves checked!!”

 Kyaa~~! I just got called cute by the person I like….

 But I’m not cute at all. Why would he say something like that?

 I thought to myself that I would observe my little sister Kanon later and study how to be cute.

 ”Haah…”

 After he left my room, I remembered the me inside my heart and felt despair.

 What was that? What do you mean by “the girl me”! Don’t just make me submit in my heart!!

 N-Next time, I won’t let it be like that!!

 I made that resolution while looking in the mirror. I know it’s pointless, but….

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 By the way, the torn dress of Victoria-sama was repaired the next day with the help of Emily and Aqua, and returned to Victoria-sama’s closet.

 Emily: “Hehe. When I helped the clumsy Kanon make cosplay outfits, she naturally got better at it.”

 Kaede: “You’re amazing, but you’re really wasting your talent!”

 Yukari: “Don’t talk when you’re not even a sports player but an announcer!!”

 Aqua: “Um… By the way, I’m just saying what I really think…”

 Yukari: “You should hold back a little!!”

 Go for it, go for it, Victoria-sama!

 Cheer, cheer, Victoria-sama!

 Don’t give up, Victoria-sama!!

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