Chapter 184 Is it my fault?
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
Aki looked at the girls with a face full of question marks, especially at Amano Yuuma (Raynare) and the other two. It was no wonder Mittelt was laughing so happily…
Even those among them who didn’t have a close relationship with him knew; why was it so necessary to keep it a secret from him?
Yuuto did not keep Aki in doubt for very long. Since the conversation had reached this point, the rest couldn’t be hidden anyway, and it would only increase misunderstandings.
”I was also an orphan. When I was very young, along with many other children, I was taken by the Church to undergo experiments for Artificial Sacred Gear…”1
What Yuuto described was not much different from the Holy Sword project that Aki couldn’t quite remember clearly. To summarize, it was human experimentation; all her little friends died, and only she survived.
However, the things that followed went a bit beyond Aki’s comprehension.
Aki saw Yuuto continue speaking while unbuttoning her clothes: “I don’t know if it was because there was enough experimental data, or if I just had better luck, but in the final experiment—that is, me—it finally succeeded. But at the same time as the success, the experimental center was destroyed by the enormous energy generated.”
Yuuto removed the last piece of clothing, and her naked body was fully exposed.
Aki stared blankly at this body that had no feminine characteristics, yet also lacked male symbols.
In a sense, having seen many things, he was not at all shocked; it was just sexless. He had even prepared himself for the possibility that Yuuto was a futanari.
After showing the evidence to Aki, Yuuto began to put her clothes back on, her face red.
”As you can see, while obtaining the Holy Sword, my body was affected by an unknown force and turned into this current state.”
”Sorry, I was too impulsive before,” Aki muttered.
After the honest apology, Aki asked in confusion: “But what does this have to do with you telling everyone else, but not me?”
”Because… because…”
Yuuto stammered for a while, her face red, her head hanging low, never able to say the reason.
Aki covered his eyes, unable to bear watching.
This expression would definitely be very kawaii on a schoolgirl, but on Yuuto, it was a bit painful to look at.
Looking simply at her appearance, Yuuto’s image was closer to male, but her manners, behavior, and psychology were all those of a girl. This was the reason Aki had always felt she was strange.
”Alright, Yuto, put your clothes on first,” Aki said.
Rias took over the conversation and explained to Aki: “I previously mentioned, did I not? Yuto’s physique is considered male, save for the absence of that certain organ…”
As she spoke, she glanced at Aki’s crotch. The scene that had happened in the bathroom a while ago suddenly emerged in her mind.
Her delicate little face turned red, and Rias turned her head slightly unnaturally. “I have personally examined Yuto. Beyond the absence of that organ, the secretion of hormones in her body remains entirely within the male standard.”
Yuuto actually had an Adam’s apple; otherwise, her voice wouldn’t be as it was now.
It was just that the Adam’s apple was too small, so small that it couldn’t be distinguished with the naked eye without touching it.
Aki nodded to show he understood, but still couldn’t understand why Yuuto just didn’t want him to know this.
”Though her body is thus, I am uncertain if it is due to that energy, but Yuto’s inner self remains unaffected by her physical form. After all these years, she is still absolutely female, and because of her condition, she is perhaps even more girlish than the average girl,” Rias continued.
Rias sighed helplessly, looked at Aki, and said slowly: “You should also be aware of your own unique nature. Because of this situation, Yuto is affected more deeply than any of us. Were it not for her body, she would have attempted to visit you at night as early as your second day in the club.”
”Oh, man…” Aki replied.
Aki didn’t know what to say for a moment. Was it his fault?
If he could, he would also like to get rid of the Bitter Parent Template. Conversely, the strange attractive force that came with it would also disappear.
As if seeing through what was in Aki’s heart, Rias played with a lock of her bright red hair and smiled: “Yuto does not wish to live with you because she fears she cannot restrain herself from attempting a night visit while in a male body. You would not desire that either, would you?”
”Uh…”
Imagining that scene, Aki shivered all over, and goosebumps were about to rise.
”Buchou, can Yuto’s problem be solved? Is she going to be like this forever?” Aki asked.
Aki chose to change the subject. He was the only male in the true sense here, and Yuuto was also a victim in this matter. If they continued to discuss it, there would definitely be no good outcome for him.
”OMG, you are literally such a realistic guy! Like, even the way you’re addressing her is becoming totally intimate now,” Himejima Akeno teased, covering her mouth with a giggle.
Rias also rolled her eyes at Aki and replied: “It can be solved, but at present, it is not possible.”
”The Holy Sword project was a scandal of the Church. After the incident ended, the archives were completely sealed. If you want to solve Yuto’s bodily issue, the data from the original experiment is absolutely indispensable.”
Aki indicated that he could understand. Never mind a force like the Church that cares most about its reputation, even if it were an evil organization, they would still do human experiments secretly.
Human experimentation is an evil experiment prohibited by all Three Realms. The current Devils and Angels were born on this basis, and no one wants similar situations to appear again.
”In addition, according to my research and investigation, having that data is not enough. If Yuto cannot completely master that energy, then there is no way for her to return to a normal body,” Rias explained.
Rias walked to Yuuto’s side, pinched her arm and said: “That energy changed Yuto’s body, but it is also the root of her power. If it is forcibly expelled, the best outcome is that she returns to being an ordinary person and must start over from scratch.”
”And what is the worst-case scenario?” Aki asked.
Rias looked at Aki and said gravely: “Death. And it is a complete collapse from soul to body, a total death with no possibility of resurrection.”
Aki also fell into silence. Originally, he had planned to help Yuuto return to a female body as soon as possible. Whenever he thought about being craved by Yuuto, he felt uncomfortable all over.
Losing her power wouldn’t be a big deal; after her body was normal, Aki would specially help her.
While satisfying her desires, he could also allow her to return to her current strength very quickly.
But if the worst-case scenario happened…
Thinking of the possibility of Yuuto’s death, Aki dismissed the idea from his mind and asked: “Yuto, how much of that energy have you mastered now?”
”Very little, very little. Even if I exercise hard every day, that energy is still like dead water and doesn’t listen to my commands at all,” Yuuto replied.
At present, she had only mastered a very small part, and she already had A-rank strength. By the time she mastered it completely, she would be at least at the strongest High-Class Devil (SS) level, or even the level of a Dragon King (SSS).
The idea was beautiful, but the difficulty of mastering this energy was no less than conducting her own Cultivation Breaching.
And because of her body, she couldn’t benefit from Aki’s Dual Cultivation Ability.
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After resolving the misunderstanding, Aki let Asia stay in the activity room first, and when the villa was arranged, she would move in with everyone.
Asia at first felt a bit embarrassed, and also a bit scared.
However, after the White-haired loli played with her for a while, and Aki promised to come see her every day, the blonde Little Nun soon adapted to the new environment.
Growing up, this was the first time Asia had been with so many peers. All the girls liked this gentle and weak Little Nun; even Kalawarner, who had a relatively cold personality, tried her best to soften her expression.
Especially Koneko, she was very happy. She had finally found a partner in terms of physique, and the two lolis quickly hit it off.
When resting at night, Koneko specifically stayed behind to sleep with Asia. It was just that when bathing together, the White-haired loli suffered a huge blow.
It wasn’t obvious when covered by the loose nun’s habit, but after taking it all off, Asia’s bust was quite large. Placed on her slender frame, it was no exaggeration to say her development was excellent.
The next day, Aki climbed up from the girls’ soft bodies, looked at the room full of beautiful bodies lying everywhere, and slowly strolled to the window.
Looking at the golden morning sun, he temporarily put Yuuto’s matter aside. Helping her restore her normal body couldn’t be rushed; it could only be done slowly.
It was just that after this incident, Yuuto might act even more strangely in front of him. For example, after the matter was clarified yesterday, she had been sticking to Aki’s side.
Aki really wanted to push her away, but the problem was mainly the uncontrollable attraction he had. Speaking of which, the culprit was himself…
Refusal wouldn’t work, and accepting was even more impossible. He was almost getting a psychological shadow from what Yuuto did to him.
After fleeing in a panic, he had a grand orgy when he got home, which barely eliminated the indescribable sense of creepiness.
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Summary:
Aki confronts the girls, particularly Yuuto, to demand answers about her physical condition. Yuuto reveals her past as a test subject in a brutal human experimentation program that resulted in her current sexless, but supernaturally powered, state. Rias explains the difficulty of reversing this condition and the grave risks involved. The conversation concludes with Aki resolving to move forward while the group prepares to accommodate Asia in their living arrangements.
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Trivia:
Yuuto was a successful experiment whose creation destroyed the experimental facility.
Yuuto’s hormones remain at a male standard despite her female psychological identity.
Aki possesses a ‘Bitter Parent Template’ that grants him a unique, somewhat parasitic, attractive force.
The Holy Sword project is considered a scandal the Church has kept sealed.
Koneko is self-conscious about her own physical development after seeing Asia.
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Translation Notes:
Notes:
• Amano Yuuma – Yuuma Amano, a.k.a. Raynare, is a Fallen Angel disguised as a transfer student tending to Aki. Possessive and assertive toward her partner, she is a member of Rias’s Peerage and a subordinate sent to support barrier maintenance. She has long black hair, white skin, a slender waist, and black feathered wings, wearing a revealing black leather outfit that exudes a glamorous, provocative aura.
• Mittelt – A petite, blonde Fallen Angel with twin tails, a tiger-tooth grin, and a black-and-white maid uniform, she radiates a jade-white-red aura. A former servant of Raynare and Kalawarner now trapped in Mount Mitsu’s barrier, this A-rank tsundere serves as Aki’s maid, digesting life energy to boost her Mana while playfully vying for his attention, collaborating with Amano, and integrating into his school life as a transfer student.
• Raynare – Lady Raynare, alias Amano Yuuma, is a voluptuous A-rank Fallen Angel wielding obsidian wings and light spears. Shifting between an innocent schoolgirl guise and a predatory form, she leads a cadre, mentors Aki, and clashes with Mittelt. Concerned about her standing within the club, she actively orchestrates high-stakes rituals to secure a dangerous Sacred Gear, possessing critical intel on its host.
• Amano – Raynare, a fallen angel masquerading as schoolgirl Yuma Amano in Kuoh, is a striking woman with long black hair. A member of the Occult Research Club with a history of betrayal, she uses her alias to hide her faction ties. After reaching A-Rank with Aki, she developed a deceptive, black-belly nature and instant clothes-changing abilities, while struggling with guilt and fear of being abandoned.
• Yuuma – Amano Yuuma, known by her fallen angel identity Raynare, is a striking, curvaceous beauty with long black hair and violet eyes. A petite, tsundere former Grigori operative and master of light magic, she is now a devoted Pawn in Rias Gremory’s peerage. She serves Aki with obsessive, yielding devotion, sharing a profound physical and spiritual bond through their frequent dual cultivation.
• Aki – Uesugi Aki is a 177cm Kuoh Academy student, S-Rank Gremory leader, and host of the Boosted Gear with a secret Fallen Angel bloodline, black wings, a barbed tail, and crimson eyes. Pragmatic and possessive, this Martial God-level human commands azure flames, Dual Cultivation, and a Juggernaut Drive. Currently paralyzed and unconscious, he is the central object of desire for his harem and allies.
• Y – The first initial/part of the name Y Ddraig Goch.
• Yuuto – A strikingly handsome swordsman and supernatural being in Rias Gremory’s peerage, Kiba is a student assigned to Aki’s class, with whom he frequently spars. Renowned for his blistering speed and expert blade skills, he views his teammates as family. While his individual prowess is formidable, he relies on his group’s collective strength to overcome the most challenging opponents.
• Yuto – A member of the Gremory household tasked with evacuation.
• Rias – Rias Gremory, 17, is an authoritative, crimson-haired high-class devil, princess, and next head of the Gremory family. As President of the Occult Research Club, she wields the Power of Destruction while expertly managing administrative duties. A powerful and possessive leader, she is deeply concerned for the safety and well-being of her peerage and subordinates within supernatural factions.
• Himejima Akeno – Akeno Himejima is a tall, elegant, large-busted senior and high-ranking member of the Occult Research Club. A hybrid of three races (including Fallen Angel), she is Rias Gremory’s trusted retainer, confidante, and peerage member. As a key communicator wielding golden lightning and Azure Flame magic, she masters Aki, giving him a surveillance familiar and overseeing his post-clash cleanup.
• Himejima – Akeno Himejima is a tall, graceful senior in Rias Gremory’s Peerage. Possessing mature beauty with long black hair, she is often seen in a priestess outfit. A loyal retainer who wields golden lightning, she balances poise and strength while overseeing surveillance and preparing teleportation formations. She shares a deep, supportive bond with Rias and provides crucial guidance to Aki.
• Akeno – Himejima is a tall, curvaceous Orc with long silver hair in a black ponytail and violet eyes. A refined, sadistic member of the Gremory household and Rias’s peerage, she supports Rias and the Occult Research Club with intelligence, magical inspection, and operational support. She uses a seductive demeanor for recruitment and maintains a dynamic, sparring-filled bond with her fellow member, Aki.
• Asia – A gentle and naive 16-year-old blonde former nun who possesses the healing Sacred Gear “Smile of the Virgin.” After being displaced from her church upbringing, she joins the Occult Research Club as a Devil and Peerage member. Now supporting the Gremory household, this kind, blond Little Nun is adjusting to life at Kuoh Academy despite initially lacking professional survival skills.
• Kalawarner – A tall, voluptuous former fallen angel with fair skin, long blue hair, and emerald eyes, she is an A-Rank overseer and transfer student acting as a teacher and advisor at Kuoh Academy. Formerly allied with Raynare and Aki, she remains a loyal, sisterly figure to Aki, deeply devoted to his cultivation. Though cold and serious, she is insecure and relies on mana infusions.
• Koneko – A petite, stoic nekomata and Gremory household member, this silver-haired first-year vanguard is a reserved student in Aki’s class. Tasked with evacuation duties, she mentors Aki in combat and serves as a dedicated guardian. While fiercely territorial over snacks like pink popsicles, she maintains a silent, protective loyalty toward her allies, always remaining a vigilant, lollipop-toting defender.
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