Chapter 45 Amatsuka Shizuka’s Circumstances
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
”Heh… Shizu-tan, you can scream if you want, you know?”
The greasy man, Taichi, closes in on Shizuka.
Shizuka’s limbs are stretched wide, pinned down, unable to move.
As Taichi walks closer, he impatiently lowers his pants, revealing himself.
It’s not particularly large, but it’s rigid, pointing upward. Taichi seems proud, shoving it in Shizuka’s face.
…Disgusting.
That’s all Shizuka can think.
Disgusting, but there’s nothing she can do now.
Even with no experience and little knowledge, Shizuka knows what’s coming.
Her body will be violated by this disgusting thing in front of her.
And it’s not just Taichi. Ichiro and Gou are smirking nearby… she’ll have to endure their frenzy too… until they’re done.
All Shizuka can do is hope it ends quickly….
…Will I be okay?
Doubt creeps into Shizuka’s mind.
She’s heard the first time is incredibly painful….
She’s used to killing her emotions to endure, but she’s not used to pain.
Can she even bear it?
And in the adult video she was forced to watch, the actress moaned and writhed despite being violated by multiple men.
By the end, the actress’s eyes had lost all sanity… Shizuka couldn’t believe it was acting.
…Will I go crazy like that too?
She feels a little fear, but quickly shakes it off.
…If I go crazy, I won’t have to think anymore. That’s fine.
She’s resigned to it. Shizuka often views herself objectively, not as herself.
It’s because of how she was raised.
Even when Shizuka was suddenly transported to another world, nothing felt different. Her past life was so harsh that she believed nothing would change no matter where she was.
Shizuka’s parents were never around during her childhood.
They neglected her.
Both were ordinary working professionals, but they were workaholics, finding purpose only in their jobs.
They assumed the other would take care of their child, pushing responsibility back and forth while focusing on work.
Her mother, especially, struggled to work properly until Shizuka was around three and could manage on her own. After that, she threw herself into work to make up for lost time.
Shizuka was dropped off at kindergarten early in the morning and picked up late at night.
After returning home, her parents would leave immediately, leaving her alone in an empty room.
Dinner was sometimes prepared, but often forgotten. Breakfast was never an option.
For Shizuka, the school lunch and snacks at kindergarten were her only lifeline.
Her parents were sociable and well-liked, so neither the kindergarten teachers nor neighbors noticed she was being neglected.
Neither parent realized they were neglecting her. They thought, “We’re busy too, so we skip meals sometimes… if she’s hungry, she can buy something herself.” They left her pocket money, but of course, a three-year-old couldn’t manage that.
Such concerns were trivial to them; their minds were consumed with work.
Fortunately—or unfortunately—Shizuka was smart.
She gathered information from the TV left on and the bits of newspaper she could read (often asking her kindergarten teacher for help). She learned to organize this information and use money to buy food.
By age five, she learned simple cooking and how to save money.
Her parents left money, but sometimes forgot, so she had no choice but to be frugal.
By the time she started elementary school, she could handle chores like cleaning and laundry. She also learned to maintain appearances and lie to avoid suspicion.
By age eight, she accepted living alone as normal and saw her classmates’ dependence as childish.
Adults often praised her for being mature, but this made her a target for bullying. However, her life was already so harsh that she didn’t care.
Shizuka’s life changed at age ten.
Her father died from overwork.
At his funeral, relatives learned for the first time that Shizuka had been neglected.
Her mother was blamed and, after the funeral, disappeared, leaving Shizuka behind.
Shizuka hasn’t seen her since. Her mother’s last words were, “I wish I’d never had you.”
Shizuka’s only thought was, “If I’d never been born, I wouldn’t have suffered like this.”
By then, her heart was already breaking.
Since then, she’s lost interest in almost everything: people, relationships, the world.
After her parents disappeared, Shizuka spent two years in a facility.
Her few relatives fought over her father’s inheritance but didn’t want to care for her.
After two years of bickering, Shizuka, now in middle school, began living alone under a trustee’s supervision.
The fight was over the inheritance, not her care, but Shizuka didn’t care. Living alone was no different from before, so she felt nothing.
Her only stroke of luck was that during puberty, a teacher at the facility taught her about being a girl.
Without that, Shizuka would have lost even more of her dignity.
Still, living alone as a young girl was dangerous. Once, men posing as delivery workers broke in, threatening her chastity.
Fortunately, they took their time, groping her and showing adult videos to humiliate and terrify her.
Their slow approach saved her—a real delivery worker happened to arrive and called the police, protecting her just in time.
Shizuka knows she was lucky then, but now…
The men in front of her slowly strip off her clothes, mocking her.
They roughly grope her developed chest.
”Go ahead and scream, Shizu-tan. We want to hear your voice,” Miyabe says with a leering laugh.
Her somewhat developed chest is roughly groped.
Taichi and the others join in with equally vulgar laughter.
Miyabe, Taichi, and Gou slowly approach, their faces close, tauntingly touching her body.
”No!”
Shizuka reflexively shouts in rejection as Gou’s hand touches her intimate area.
”Scream more,” Gou demands, his face twisted with pleasure as he teases her relentlessly.
”S-stop… please…”
Though Shizuka has given up on the world, she can’t help but react to this unfamiliar sensation.
It’s so disgusting, yet every time Gou touches her, an inexplicable feeling surges within her.
She’s terrified of losing herself.
”Noooo! Somebody, help me!”
For the first time in her life, Shizuka genuinely pleads for help.
Gou positions himself between Shizuka’s legs, pressing himself against her.
”Heh, I’ll take your first time,” he sneers.
Just as he’s about to force himself on her—
Whoosh!
A sharp wind cuts through the air, and an arrow grazes Gou’s cheek, embedding itself into a tree behind him.
”That’s enough!”
A sharp voice echoes, and from the bushes emerges Millie, leading a squad of guards. Armed with bows and swords, they surround Gou and his accomplices.
”Hiiii!”
Gou and his friends, frozen in shock and fear, are quickly subdued.
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…No!
Shizuka’s body stiffens in anticipation of pain and terror… but it never comes.
…What’s happening?
She cautiously opens her eyes to see Gou squatting on the ground, while Taichi and the others are captured nearby.
…Am I… saved?
The moment she thinks this, the tension snaps, and Shizuka’s consciousness fades.
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”Umm… am I… going to be violated?”
When she wakes, Shizuka finds herself in an unfamiliar room, tied to a bed. Her clothes torn, her body exposed, and a man staring at her naked form. It’s hard not to think the worst.
…I thought he was kind… thought he saved me… but this?
Shizuka resigns herself to her fate.
At least, if she has to be violated, this boy seems slightly better than those disgusting men earlier.
Having given up, Shizuka closes her eyes and relaxes her body.
The man touches her body… gently, unlike Taichi and the others.
”Ah…”
She can’t help but let out a sound.
After exploring her body, the man holds down her legs.
…It’s no use resisting…
Shizuka braces herself for the pain, but it never comes. Time passes, and the man doesn’t move further.
Confused, Shizuka opens her eyes to see him holding his head, squatting.
”Ouch! You didn’t have to hit me!”
”Sorry! But you said to stop you if you lost control, Master!”
A woman bows repeatedly.
”Right… sorry about that. I’m Kanata Kunugi… wait, are you Amatsuka Shizuka? I mean, your first name is Shizuka, right? You’d think those idiots would call you by your full name.”
The man looks surprised.
…Who is this?
Shizuka tries to recall the men she’s met in this world. Aside from her classmates, she barely remembers anyone.
And this boy isn’t among them.
”…Who are you?”
”Ah… I’m Kanata Kunugi, your classmate. I wasn’t really part of the class, so I guess it’s not surprising you don’t remember me…”
Kanata slumps, looking dejected. Feeling slightly guilty, Shizuka racks her brain for memories of him.
But she only interacted with Yukizuki and Asagiri Maya in class, and even then, they were barely friends.
The only other classmate she remembers is Asagiri Maya.
”Wait… weren’t you the boy who talked to Asagiri-san every morning?”
”I didn’t start it! She talked to me!”
Kanata’s response feels off, but Shizuka can’t pinpoint why and gives up.
”So… Kanata-kun, what are you going to do with me?”
”Well, of course I’ll—Oof!”
Thud!
The female knight hits Kanata with her sword.
”Ow! What was that for?!”
”Sorry, Master! But I can’t let you—”
”It’s fine! She’s just doing her job,” Kanata interrupts, swiftly binding the knight, Millie, with a rope, his movements firm but careful. Her armor clinks as he tugs at the straps, loosening them just enough to make her squirm.
”W-wait! What are you doing?!” Millie’s voice trembles, her cheeks flushing a deep crimson.
Kanata leans closer, his breath warm against her ear, ignoring her flustered protest. His fingers brush her arm, lingering just long enough to make her shiver.
”Mmm…” Millie’s breath hitches, her body tensing under his touch. She doesn’t pull away, her wide eyes flickering with something like anticipation.
”Feeling something?” Kanata’s voice is low, teasing, a smirk playing on his lips.
”Y-yes…” Millie mumbles, her face burning, her gaze darting away as her heart races.
”This is your punishment,” he says, his tone carrying a playful edge. He moves deliberately, his hands hovering near her, close enough to make her pulse quicken. The air between them grows heavy, charged with unspoken tension.
”That’s… embarrassing…” Millie whispers, her voice barely audible, her body shifting nervously.
Kanata’s eyes glint with mischief as he leans in, his presence overwhelming. “What’s wrong? Can’t handle a little teasing?”
Her breath catches again, louder this time, as he draws closer, his movements slow and deliberate. Millie’s hands clutch the ground, her knuckles whitening.
”Ahh…” Her voice is soft, almost a whimper, as the intensity builds.
Kanata pauses, watching her closely, savoring her flustered state. Then, with a calculated shift, he presses just a bit closer, his fingers grazing her wrist. Her body arches slightly, a quiet gasp escaping her lips.
”Too much for you?” he teases, his voice a low murmur.
”Y-yes… it’s… overwhelming…” Millie’s words stumble out, her eyes glassy with emotion.
Kanata’s smirk widens, but he pulls back slightly, giving her a moment to catch her breath. “This is punishment, so don’t expect it to be easy,” he says, his tone both firm and playful. He moves again, slow and deliberate, keeping her on edge. Her breathing grows ragged, her face flushed with a mix of embarrassment and something deeper.
”Please…” Millie’s voice is desperate, her body trembling. “I can’t take it anymore…”
”Say the right words,” Kanata challenges, his eyes locked on hers, his presence commanding. “Convince me.”
Millie’s resolve crumbles, her voice soft and pleading. “Please… Millie is yours… I’ll do anything… just let me…”
Kanata’s expression softens, satisfied. He leans in one last time, his touch light but deliberate, pushing her to the edge of her emotions. Millie’s body tenses, then relaxes, a soft cry escaping her as the tension breaks. Her face glows with a mix of relief and vulnerability, her breathing uneven.
”Haa… haa…” Millie slumps, exhausted, her eyes half-lidded.
Kanata straightens, adjusting his stance, his expression unreadable. “Now, what’s next?” he asks, his tone carrying a hint of expectation.
Millie, still dazed, nods weakly. “…I’ll… do whatever you ask…” Her voice is soft, submissive, as she leans toward him, her movements slow and deliberate.
Kanata’s smirk returns as he guides her closer, their movements a silent dance of trust and control. Millie’s breath quickens again, her body responding to his presence. The air grows thick with tension, their connection unspoken but undeniable.
”Ahh…” Millie’s voice is a soft moan, her body swaying with his rhythm.
Shizuka, watching from the shadows, feels her own heart race, her breath uneven. El notices her reaction and gently pulls her away, leaving Kanata and Millie to their moment.
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…Why Millie instead of Shizu-tan?
Shizu-tan will have to wait for next time.
Notes:
• Shizuka – Classmate, wielder of Sniper, nicknamed “Shizu-tan.” Neglected, raised herself after father’s death and mother’s abandonment. Nearly assaulted in another world, broke her stoicism with first real plea for help. Saved by Kanata, now torn between distrust and fragile hope. Reminder: hardened loner, only cracks under extreme pressure.
• Taichi – A fierce friend of Otaku Hero with the Brawler gift, protects Taichi’s group, united by their sacred oath. Appears: Mentioned in Taichi and Ichiro’s plans, training with others. Reason: Summoned as a hero, serves as group protector. Event: Set to go to town with Kimura, accompanied by Taichi and Ichiro.
• Gou – A Ranger who coordinates attacks, balancing aggression and caution in training.
• Ichiro – Miyabe’s Family Name. Another Otaku Hero, Have porter as ability.
• Miyabe – Taichi’s loyal friend with the Porter gift, carries goods safely, bound by the Oath of One. Appears: During morning exercises, discussing plans with Taichi. Reason: Summoned as a hero, supports Taichi’s ambitions. Event: Joins Taichi’s scheme to accompany Hajime to town for trade.
• Millie – A desperate female knight, sheds pride for survival, her trembling pleas and fiery spirit captivating Kanata’s interest. Captured on Chapter 19, when squad raiding the dungeon.
• Amatsuka – Shizuka’s Family Name. The Sniper Hero.
• Asagiri – Maya’s Family Name.
• May – Blonde, soft-eyed shrine girl. ch14–15. Gentle and pleading (“Please… just let us go…”), timid but loyal, relies on Mina’s strength. Came with Mina to save Sara, but was disarmed and bound by Kanata as his captive maid.
• Maya – Cheerful brown-haired girl, naturally charming and social, Kanata’s classmate and morning conversation neighbor.
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Edited by Kanaa-senpai.
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