Chapter 234 Resolve to Be Buried in the Grave※
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
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”It was absolutely horrible.”
”Oh, Lewya, I’m sorry.”
After some time, Lewya woke up, and I immediately apologized.
It seemed that I had lost my senses at the stage where I inserted it, which means I committed a terrible act on a woman who had lost her senses, driven by my desires. And because of that, I received a scolding from Lewya.
”If Diana found out, she would be furious, saying that all your training was for nothing.”
”That’s true.”
Although my training was just a formality to create a successor, I made sure to take the lead as a man to avoid shame for both myself and my partner when I got married.
But what’s with my fiancée, Mei, always getting in the way during our training? I don’t think it’s a big deal, but I’ll put it aside for now.
”That stimulation was crazy, and if I had taken one wrong step, it would have been laughable if I had died from it.”
”No, don’t worry about that. Remember when it reached the limit and your magic was cut off because of the mental burden? You saw it, didn’t you?”
”Hmm, now that you mention it… Yeah, that’s right. The mental burden reached its limit, and my magic was cut off.”
”That’s right, so you don’t have to worry about going crazy and dying from this magic. Although, I did go overboard… I’m reflecting on it.”
As I bowed my head, Lewya paused for a moment before speaking.
”Well, I also said some harsh words. If I had considered safety, I wouldn’t have said such things… It wasn’t all bad, though.”
”What do you mean?”
”It’s nothing! Rather, I think it’s interesting how people who use mental control magic for such acts don’t understand the other person’s feelings at all. It’s not surprising that someone who’s susceptible to it would appear. I wasn’t like that, though!”
As Lewya spoke, she seemed to have thought of something.
”Or rather, even with this simple mental control magic, it had a sufficient effect when used for s*xual activities. Although the effect is easy to cut off, wouldn’t it be better for brōtḥels to use this instead of needing permission for advanced mental control magic?”
”There’s a reason for that, but it’s a bit of a problem. First of all, the existence of this magic isn’t well-known, as I mentioned earlier. This magic is simple, and if someone understands its mechanism, its effects will significantly decrease. So, we need to keep its mechanism hidden, but if its existence becomes widely known, its mechanism will also become public knowledge. If that happens, this magic will lose its value as magic. That’s why its existence isn’t widely known to the general public.”
”Don’t prostitutes know about its existence, then?”
”And Lewya trusted me, which is why they agreed to let me use the unauthorized mind control magic. If it were someone else, would they have agreed so easily?”
”That’s unlikely.”
”Right? So, can someone really trust the person who’s being controlled by the mind control magic? Why can they be so sure? I want to know the basis for that. Even if they understand the magic’s mechanism and think it’s safe, its effects will still decrease significantly.”
As I thought about how it’s all just my own imagination, I started to feel uneasy about being put under hypnosis.
If someone has a strong sense of imagination, they might be okay even after understanding the mechanism, but most people would be in trouble.
”It’s true that it would be difficult for prostitute to use this magic, then.”
”Well, the biggest reason this magic isn’t widely known is that if it becomes public, it’ll be used for erotic purposes, and genuine magic users are hiding its existence because of that.”
”Was it okay to use this magic for something like this?”
”No, it’s not okay at all. So, let’s keep this a secret.”
”I understand, but I’ve already told Diana and Mei about it, though.”
”You told them?!?”
”Yeah, I invited them out tonight, but they both knew about this magic and refused my invitation.”
No way, but if they came to my room, Lewya would have had a good laugh at their expense.
However, it’s not surprising that Mei, a researcher, knew about it, but it was unexpected that Diana knew about it too.
So, I was thinking about the time I was under Gipner’s hypnosis and was controlled. I was researching countermeasures against mind control magic back then, and I must have learned about it around that time.
The reason those 2 refused was probably because they didn’t want me to see their erotic fantasies.
Well, it’s about time I revealed the truth.
Lewya must be curious about why Diana and Mei refused, too.
It’s not good for my mental health to keep quiet about it, so I’ll just spit it out and be done with it.
”Lewya, about the mechanism of this magic—.”
”Wait! I don’t think I want to hear about that…”
”Why not? Don’t you want to know why Diana and Mei refused?”
”That’s true, I am curious… but if I hear about it, this magic won’t work again, will it?”
”It’s not absolute, but the effect will weaken, I suppose.”
”What?! Diana and Mei already know the mechanism, and if I learn about it too, there won’t be anyone left who can use it with Neil! So I think it’s better if I don’t know about it! Yeah!”
”Ah… I see.”
It seems Lewya really enjoys hypnosis play.
In other words, I have to keep playing along with Lewya’s unconscious shame play without revealing the truth that it’s Lewya’s own erotic fantasy.
”Su…———.”
”What’s wrong? You suddenly took a deep breath.”
”No, I just made up my mind. I promise to take this secret to my grave.”
”To your grave?”
I gazed at Lewya, who was bewildered by my sudden determination, with warm eyes.
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