Volume 13 Chapter 419 Sumeragi Kukuri, The First Time I Imagined vs. The First Time in Reality
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
Oh god, what do I do…?
I’ve come all the way to a hotel on pure momentum. If I’m going to be this much of a mess, I have no right to tell Emily-oneechan against¹ she needs to “more think after acting.”
”Kukuri-chan.”
”Eek—Y-Yes!”
My body jolted at the sound of Aqua-sama² calling my name. Stepping out from the bathroom, Aqua gave me a gentle, knowing smile.
”The bath is ready. Do you want to get in together?”
”S-Separately! Please!”
I blurted it out and scrambled into the bathroom alone. (I… I blew it.) Normally, at a time like this, a woman should have enough composure to tell the man, “Go ahead and shower first.” Instead, I didn’t even have the presence of mind to check Aqua’s intentions before fleeing into the changing room, Aqua said.
(Ugh…)
I slumped as I caught my reflection in the mirror. Why did I have to wear such childish underwear today of all days? If I’d known it would come to this, I would have worn that sophisticated black set with the dark musk pattern from the Aqua Symphonia series—the one I bought at Chuchu Emily with the Milk Dipper girls.
Or at least the Infinium set Emily-oneechan bought me, with the delicate embroidery lace and soft gathers that featured both my color, lavender, and Aqua-sama’s color, white!!
As I stood there in the changing room, spiraling into despair, something dropped from the ceiling.
”Kyaa!? A—A cockroach!?”
”Nay… merely a ninja, I am…”
Ri—Rin!? What are you doing here!? While I stood there dumbfounded, Rin thrust a paper bag toward me.
”A gift from the Saint.”
”From… Emily-oneechan?”
Once she handed me the bag, Rin climbed back into the ceiling, making sure to properly close the hatch before vanishing. (What on earth could be in here…?) I timidly peeked inside and found the very set of underwear Emily-oneechan had bought for me. (Emily-oneechaaaaaaan!) I clutched the fabric, feeling a surge of profound gratitude toward Emily, Kukuri thought.
”Ah… there’s a note under the lingerie.”
I picked up the scrap of paper and lowered my eyes to the message.
[Kukuri… no, Beginning 616. This is the story you started, isn’t it? So, go out there and make sure you find your own happiness.]
(Emily-oneechan…. So you really did know I was the Beginning 616.) My eyes blurred with tears, but then I looked further down.
[P.S. After a group vote, we decided to let Kaede-senpai’s special “Hearty-Chunky Curry” sit and mature overnight. Tonight, we’re all eating red bean rice³ in your honor! Don’t worry, I’ll make sure the leftovers are turned into rice balls for your lunch tomorrow. Hehehe!!]
(YOU ARE THE WORST!!)
The tears that were about to fall retracted in an instant. But… I suppose that actually helped me cool my head a bit. Feeling suddenly stoic, I stripped off my clothes and stepped into the shower.
If things were going to proceed from here, I needed to be meticulously clean. Just a brief flash of what was about to happen with Aqua-sama made my face burn.
”Ngh! What am I even thinking? Honestly! It’s all because Emily-oneechan says such weird things…!”
I washed myself under the spray while examining my body in the mirror. (What am I going to do? In just a few minutes, every single inch of this body is going to be seen by Aqua-sama. I’m terrified he’ll see how scrawny I am compared to the other girls—how much I look like a child—and just lose all interest.) I don’t have a body dripping with adult pheromones like Agewa-oneechan, nor do I have a sexy, provocative figure like Emily-oneechan. And compared to Kanon-san…
I silently placed my hands over my chest. (I’m so jealous. Kanon-san is so refined and cute, yet she’s still “developed” in all the right places. Meanwhile, I’m a B-cup with a 78cm bust and… No! It doesn’t matter right now!) I made a desperate effort to see if a quick breast massage could add even a tiny bit of volume.
”I need to wash here carefully, too.”
Touching my most private area, I meticulously washed around the entrance. (I knew I should probably insert a finger to clean deeper, but the idea was too frightening to attempt on my own.)
After finishing my scrub-down, I stepped out and applied the oil Emily had included—an extract from a mysterious herb blended by a perfumer. (Okay. This should be fine.) I returned to the changing room, donned the gifted lingerie, and threw a bathrobe over it.
”S—Sorry to keep you waiting.”
”It’s fine. I’m up next, so wait for me on the bed,” Aqua said.
Aqua naturally kissed my lips. While I was busy being dazed by the lingering warmth of the kiss, he disappeared into the bathroom. (So… it’s really happening. I’m really going to have s*x with Aqua-sama….)
I sat on the edge of the bed, trying to steady my racing heart, when I realized a horrifying fact. (The… the glass window is transparent!?) Seeing the silhouette of Aqua’s magnificent, naked body through the glass, I stood there with my mouth agape, my face turning a violent shade of red.
”It’s… it’s huge…”
Unconsciously, I touched my most sensitive spot through my panties. (That… is going inside me? My body might actually break.)
I remembered the “Adult Books” Mary had lent me. If I recalled correctly, they said the man rubs his p**is against the entrance, and when the urge to e**culate peaks, he presses the tip against the opening and releases.
”O-Oh, right. That makes sense. There’s no way the whole thing fits.”
Realizing it wasn’t all going to go in, I let out a massive sigh of relief. I’d been so shocked by seeing the real thing for the first time that I’d forgotten basic logic. And yet, why did the area deep below my navel feel like it was throbbing and tightening? (Men and women aren’t supposed to use a place that deep during s*x….)
”Sorry for the wait, Kukuri-chan.”
”Ah! Y—Yes!!”
(Aqua-sama… you’re way too fast. I haven’t finished my mental preparations yet….)
”Are you nervous?”
”Eh, I…”
Aqua softly pressed a kiss to my lips. (Is it really okay for people to just kiss like this so easily?)
”It’s okay. It’s not scary,” Aqua said.
Aqua pushed me back onto the bed. (Wait, h-huh? Where did my bathrobe go!?) Did he strip it off me while we were kissing? It was already lying in a heap on the carpet.
”Your underwear is cute.”
Aqua hooked a finger into my bra.
”Though, you really should have removed the price tag.”
”Eh, ah…!”
I thought I was going to spontaneously combust. (I’m such an idiot!! Why didn’t I cut the tag off as soon as I got it!?) And Emily-oneechan, have a little tact when you’re packing a gift!! I was just taking my anger out on her, but really, she always misses that one final detail!!
”Lavender… or is it wisteria? It’s your signature color. It looks great on you.”
”Th—Thank you…”
Aqua pulled me into a gentle, firm embrace.
”Ah…”
The bra hook came undone, and as the fabric shifted, my modest breasts were exposed. Aqua reached out, his hands beginning to knead them softly.
”I’m sorry. They’re so small.”
”Hmm? You don’t need to apologize for that. Besides, Kukuri-chan… your breasts are shaped like perfect little bowls. They’re incredibly charming to me,” Aqua said.
My chest tightened—not from anxiety, but from love. (I love you, Aqua-sama….) He began to tease my pale pink n**ples with his fingertips.
”Ngh!”
A jolt ran through me like a lightning strike. Years ago, when I was a kid, I remember Emily-oneechan going on a heated rant on a bulletin board about how “n**ple play is the peak of existence.” Now… I finally understood what she meant. Aqua’s hand moved lower, sliding softly inside my panties.
”Kukuri-chan, do you ever… touch yourself?”
”I-I don’t… it’s… it’s too embarrassing.”
I squeezed my eyes shut, my face burning, and Aqua gave me a tender kiss on the cheek.
”Kukuri-chan, you can touch mine too.”
”Y-Yes…”
I slowly reached out my hand and gently squeezed Aqua’s p**is. (Wait… why is it so hard!?) It was like a steel beam—no, a telephone pole. And the shape… it wasn’t a straight rod; it was swollen in places. And the veins were bulging so much… was that okay? It was so hot to the touch; was it a fever?
Aqua traced his finger along my vertical line, slowly sliding it up and down the slit.
”Look, you’re already getting slippery. Can you feel it?”
”Y-Yes…”
This was the same thing that happened whenever I fantasized about him. At first, I thought it was just discharge, but Emily-oneechan had once told me with a dead-serious face that it was “Love Juice”⁴—the fluid that comes out when you’re thinking of the boy you love.
”Here, try stroking mine up and down.”
”L-Like… this?”
I began to slowly stroke the length of him. It wasn’t just thick and hard; it was incredibly long, and it curved upward with such intensity….
”Can you see the same slippery fluid coming from my tip?”
”Yes.”
Aqua leaned close to my ear, his breath hot.
”This is the sign. It means I want to be inside you right now.”
My face couldn’t possibly get any redder. (He wants to… be inside me?) Wait… wasn’t s*x just rubbing the surfaces together?
”Um… when you say you’re going to put it in… exactly where is it going?”
”Don’t you want me, Kukuri-chan?” Aqua-sama asked.
”Ah… I-I do,” I replied.
(I couldn’t believe the words coming out of my own mouth. Physically, I knew there was no way Aqua-sama’s size could ever fit inside me. And yet… even so…)
”Kukuri-chan,” he whispered.
Aqua-sama pressed my back onto the bed, his weight grounding me as he hovered over. My breath hitched. My panties-at some point, he had already hooked a finger in them, leaving them dangling uselessly around one ankle. He gripped my knees, spreading them wide and exposing me completely.
”Ah…”
(The shame was overwhelming. No matter how much I love him-no, because it’s him-baring my most private, precious place⁵ like this is terrifying.)
Aqua-sama pressed the head of his shaft against me, rubbing against the entrance just like the books had described.
”Tell me if it hurts,” said Aqua.
”Y-yes,” I replied.
He began to push. (I thought this was it-that he’d just put the tip in and finish, like the stories said. But he didn’t stop.) He pushed deeper, aiming for a place far beyond the threshold. I let out a sharp, startled cry as the pressure turned into a dull, intrusive ache.
”Nngh! Ah!”
(Wait, wait, wait, Aqua-sama! This wasn’t in the script! The book Mary lent me didn’t say a word about this!) Suddenly, an image of Mary giggling behind her hand flashed through my mind. (That woman… she played me! She completely set me up!)
(Damn it!) I should have known Mary lived for pranks like this. My face burned, a cocktail of humiliation and the sheer heat of the moment.
”Kukuri-chan, relax for me. Just let go,” said Aqua.
His sweet whisper and a kiss to my ear made my resolve crumble. In that instant of surrender, he drove home. He pushed all the way in, reaching the very back of me in one heavy, deliberate motion.
”Ah! No! Nnngh-!!”
(It’s too much. Aqua-sama… that’s definitely a place you aren’t supposed to enter.) He began to move, his thickness forcing my walls to yield, stretching me until I was molded perfectly to his shape, as if making my most precious place memorize him.
”I’m sorry. It only hurts for a second. I promise… it’s going to feel amazing soon,” said Aqua.
His hand crawled up my stomach, hovering over my navel. (No… please… don’t make me realize exactly where your p**is is inside me.) But then, the stinging throb began to melt into something warmer.
”I’m going to start moving now,” Aqua whispered.
I realized then that s*x wasn’t the shallow, rubbing-together game of children I had imagined. This was the true act-a total, internal collision of two people.
”Ah… haaah…”
(I’m shocked by the sound of my own voice. It’s so sweet, so pleading. I didn’t know my body could make such fawning, feminine sounds.)
”Aqua-senpai…”
I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down and begging for a kiss. (I want us to be closer. I want to disappear into him.) Through primal instinct, I realized that the more our bodies pressed together, the better it felt.
”Nnngh!”
A sound caught in my throat-the kind of shameless, broken cry that a daughter of the Sumeragi should never utter. (Is this the ‘lewd voice’⁶ Emily was so obsessed with? She used to lecture me about how Claire’s cries were ‘incredible’ until Claire would shut her up with a silent pummelling.)
”Ngh… oh!”
(No, no, no! As Aqua-senpai’s cute junior, as a girl, I absolutely cannot make noises like that!) I bit my lip, trying to weather the storm of pleasure without breaking.
”Aqua-senpai… I… I’m already…”
With teary eyes, I looked up at him, pleading silently with only my gaze. He understood. He picked up the speed, his thrusts turning into a violent, rhythmic pounding that knocked against my very core.
”Ah… n-no more…!”
(If he does it this hard, my dignity is going to fall apart.) As tears finally spilled over, Aqua-sama crushed me to his chest, sealing my lips with his own to swallow my cries. We tangled our tongues together, lost in the friction, until he delivered one final, devastating lunge.
”~~~~~~~~~~~!!”
I peaked with a voiceless scream. (So this is what it means to ‘come.’ Something is overflowing… such a huge amount. So this is what it’s like when he e**culates.) In a euphoria mixed with joy, shame, and happiness, my expression naturally crumbled.
(Incredible… Sex with the intent of pregnancy feels this good. Now that I know this, I could never go back to ‘protected s*x’ like he suggested on the way to the hotel.) In my heart, I thanked Emily-oneechan, who had strongly and seriously advised her: “If you’re going to do it, definitely do it raw!!”
”Kukuri-chan? How was it?” Aqua asked.
”It was… it was wonderful, Aqua-senpai,” I replied.
I peppered his face with tiny, lingering kisses. (The shame is still there, but it’s being drowned out by something much stronger.)
”I… I’m a mess. I worked up such a sweat. Um… will you take a bath with me?”
”Of course,” Aqua said.
He swept me up in a princess carry and took me to the bathtub, washing me with a tenderness that made my heart ache. Naturally, we got worked up again and started round two right there in the water. (I think… I might actually like being done from behind, too…)
After we got out, I couldn’t stop myself from wanting more. I begged for it in the dressing room, and Aqua-sama made me see stars again in the “standing carry position”⁷ that Emily-oneechan liked so much. By the time we finally crawled back into bed and finished two more rounds, I was utterly spent.
”You haven’t been sleeping lately, have you?” Aqua asked.
He pulled me into his arms, using his shoulder as my pillow. His thumb traced the dark circles under my eyes that I had hidden with makeup. (He noticed… He’s been watching me all along.)
”You’re kind, Kukuri-chan. I know that even with the nobility⁸ gone, you’re still thinking of everyone else’s needs,” said Aqua.
He touched my face so gently it felt like he was looking right through the mask I wore.
”That’s why even if I, Emily, Agewa, or Grandma Mary tell you to stop, you’re going to keep pushing yourself anyway,” Aqua said.
(He’s right. I’m really just pretending to be the villain. Truthfully, I want to save them all. Even if this duty is just a shackle of my Sumeragi blood, I will save every person in this country. My goal was decided two years ago, the moment Aqua declared war on the world.)
”It’s okay… I’ll shoulder your burden,” said Aqua.
(Thank you, Aqua-sama…) But he didn’t stop there.
”I’ll shoulder your feelings, and everyone else’s feelings, too. Leave it to me. I’m here, on this planet. I’ll definitely handle it somehow,” Aqua promised.
(Yes… that’s my Aqua-sama. I don’t want a man who belongs only to me; I want the hero who belongs to everyone.)
”So, for now… just rest,” said Aqua.
A warm sensation spread across my forehead. Wrapped in his kindness, I finally let go, falling into a dream that felt full of hope.
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Summary:
Kukuri arrives at a hotel with Aqua, overwhelmed by anxiety and her lack of ‘adult’ preparation. A surprise delivery from Rin via Emily provides her with seductive lingerie and a cryptic, supportive note. The chapter culminates in intense foreplay where Kukuri’s sexual naivety is challenged by the physical reality of Aqua’s arousal.
Kukuri and Aqua share an intense, multi-round night of intimacy at a hotel. During their vulnerability, Aqua reveals he has seen through Kukuri’s ‘villainess’ act and knows she is suffering to save their country. He vows to shoulder her burdens, allowing her to finally rest peacefully.
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Trivia:
- Beginning 616 is a title Emily uses for Kukuri, implying she is the ‘start’ of this specific world’s story.
- In this world’s gender ratio (1-99), red bean rice is a highly specific celebration of a male/female union.
- Emily-oneechan is the one who ‘educated’ Kukuri on lewd topics via internet bulletin boards.
- The ‘transparent glass bathroom’ is a classic love-hotel trope intended to heighten voyeuristic tension.
- Kukuri was tricked by Mary regarding the physical mechanics of s*x.
- Emily is a vocal fan of Claire’s ‘lewd cries.’
- Aqua explicitly suggested using protection, but Kukuri chose not to because of Emily’s ‘pro-raw’ advice.
- Aqua has been tracking Kukuri’s fatigue by the dark circles under her eyes, even through her makeup.
- Kukuri’s sense of duty is tied to the ‘Sumeragi blood.’
- Aqua declared war on the world two years prior to this scene
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Character Insight:
Kukuri suffers from severe body dysmorphia and inferiority compared to the ‘sexy’ adults in the group, yet her ‘bowl-shaped’ breasts are specifically praised by Aqua, validating her. Aqua shows high emotional intelligence, calming her panic with gentle physical affection before escalating.
Kukuri moves from extreme sexual anxiety to total trust, while Aqua demonstrates his role as a ‘world-bearer’ who protects those close to him by taking on their emotional weight.
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Lore And Worldbuilding Context:
The author uses the ‘price tag’ trope to ground the high-tension scene in a moment of relatable embarrassment, humanizing the idol characters.
This scene highlights the contrast between the characters’ public personas and their private vulnerabilities.
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Glossary:
Notes:
• Emily – Emily (Yukishiro Emily), graceful heir of the Yukishiro family, famed for flawless Kanon impressions and crowned “Impression King”. She co‑hosts variety shows with Shirogane Aqua, is one of his wives, heavily pregnant near term, and serves as Kukuri’s ‘oneechan’ who once gave explicit sexual‑encounter advice.
• Kukuri – Sharp‑eyed student and Otomezaki Academy Vice President in a crisp uniform, secretly a Servant (Twelve Bishops) and high‑ranking Sumeragi family member of the Holy Aqua Church. She leads the hunt for the Saint’s body double amid global crises, fervently fans Lord Aqua, and performs as idol group Milk Dipper under the alias Beginning 616.
• Aqua – Charismatic male idol and BERYL leader, once a hikikomori now posing as a high-schooler at Otomezaki Academy, he serves as the central figure of the Holy Church of Aqua, known for his light footwork, spontaneity, and kindness toward followers. Husband to Yukishiro Emily, father of a newborn, he wields a legendary sword, emits pheromones that subdue women, loves baseball, and is emotionally driven—juggling multiple wives, children, a U.S. tour, and a space mission amid a skewed gender ratio, all while working as a mascot sub.
• Rin – A ninja subordinate who delivers items on behalf of the ‘Saint’.
• Kaede – Morikawa Kaede, also known simply as Kaede, is a tall silver‑haired woman, former host of Morikawa Kaede’s Room (now taken by Aqua), a Nightmare Generation member and Intelligence representative of the Church of Power. She leads the “Power” chants, is mother of Satsuki, a scholarship student at Mary’s, and a Verification Team participant, known for practical and occasionally odd wisdom. She is an acquaintance of Emily and advocates the Power Birth Method.
• Agewa – A partner who works in the assembly; she receives a handmade hair tie.
• Kanon – Kanon‑sama, Aqua’s domestic partner and celebrated Internet Master/fashion icon, exudes a cool, jealous aura yet warmly accepts Aqua’s hand‑knitted socks, revealing a tender side. As a close associate of Emily, she recently welcomed her own children.
• Ken – Male. A rehabilitated man working in the mine. The fiancé of Akiyama Sachiko, the organizer of the party or one of the protagonist’s (Aqua’s) mother’s students (ikebana) appeared in Volume 2 Chapter 12. However, their engagement is not yet officially recognized, as the necessary documents have not been signed by all parties involved. Ken-kun behaves inappropriately during the event, attempting to flirt with Kanon and later becoming aggressive, even wielding a replica sword. His actions cause a disturbance, and he is eventually subdued and removed by the security team.
• Toa – A male member of BERYL and Aqua’s classmate. He often plays the ‘straight man’ (tsukkomi) to Aqua’s antics. A member of BERYL who was a shut-in until two years ago. He shares a deep bond with Aqua and follows his lead instinctively.
• Ai – A teacher (Hakuryuu-sensei) and partner who is pregnant and dealing with a massive appetite.
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