Chapter 107 Harue’s Anguish and Love
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
I found myself in Haru-kun’s room, feeling way too exposed. My body felt stiff and weird, and heat crept up my neck like the air was judging me.
(This is so awkward… But I said I’d help him…)
”Alright, let’s start.”
Haru-kun said. His voice was calm, but there was something in it I couldn’t place. Before I could say no, he moved me into position, and I felt my face burning.
”Hm.”
He cleared his throat, and suddenly the room felt heavier. Maybe it was just me, but it seemed like he saw something I wasn’t ready to face.
(His hands are getting closer…)
Soft, wet sounds broke the silence. Each one reminded me how exposed I was.
(No… Don’t press so hard…)
The feeling was strange. Even compared to before, this was different. Haru-kun was checking me out in a way that was both like a doctor and… too close.
(His fingers… two of them…)
I kept my eyes shut, not knowing he was watching how I reacted.
(Ugh… No… Stay calm… Don’t let him see…)
He pushed a little harder, and I grabbed the sheets so tight my knuckles went white. Haru-kun noticed, though I didn’t realize it yet.
(What? Something’s wrong… Could it be…)
He pressed his wrist against me, and I got confused. I didn’t understand what he meant to do. My body reacted on its own—a wild, confusing feeling I couldn’t stop.
My muscles twitched, betraying me.
(I don’t know what’s happening… I… I can’t handle this…)
I covered my mouth to hide the sounds I couldn’t stop. My body shook, caught between fighting it and something else.
(I… I want to stop fighting… I want to know more about him…)
If he’d gone on just a little more, I would’ve broken down all my walls. I would have crossed a line—from caretaker to something I wasn’t ready to call.
”I’m done.”
”Thanks.”
”It’s still sensitive.”
Was that his…? Was that pressure different from before?
”But it won’t hurt now. Don’t worry.”
His words hit me hard. My face must have shown more than I wanted—a quick flash of sadness, maybe something worse.
”He’s grown up too, huh.”
Time passed. Haru-kun became a high schooler with a girlfriend. My feelings were a mess, but I told myself it was for the best… until that night.
Click.
After my bath, I went to the changing room and caught a familiar smell.
(Could it be…)
There it was—my underwear, marked with something I knew well.
(Him…)
The smell woke something inside me—something I’d ignored for a long time.
Click.
I went back to the bathroom, holding the fabric like a secret.
”Haru-kun… Haru-kun…”
I whispered, barely able to say it.
Soft, steady sounds filled the room.
I touched myself, led by a feeling I didn’t understand. The sounds echoed in the quiet bathroom—a private song.
”Nnn… ah… Haru… kun…”
The rhythm grew stronger.
”Haru… kun… ah… I’m… nnn…”
My body shook.
”Ah… ah… ah…”
That night, I faced feelings I’d buried deep—feelings that made me question who I was. My heart and body were no longer just a mother’s. They were a woman’s, wanting something I didn’t know yet.
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Edited by Kanaa-senpai.
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