Chapter 33 What You Always Give Me, Part 2
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
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The moonlight is beautiful.
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Lute-sama’s eyes are dark as the pitch-black darkness, sparkle, much like stars twinkling in the night sky.
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For how long did we just silently gaze at each other?
My heart pounding with excitement, and its sound reverberates in the depths of my ears. A sense of happiness fills me up, like I’ve never felt before, overflowing from the depths of my being.
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Lute-sama, whom I pulled down, now covers me, gazing at me with eyes that see only me.
I wonder how I appear in those eyes.
My hair, which Forte had combed, is slightly disheveled.
The light makeup applied to hide the traces of tears, does it make me look beautiful?
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With my eyes half-closed and my chin lifted, our lips meet gently.
”………Mmm………Nggh…”
”………Ah……Mmm…”
I’m so happy, and so fulfilled,
My heart feels like it’s about to break.
”………Haa………Ahh…”
The intense affection I have for Lute-sama drives me to the brink of madness.
”Aria…”
”Lute-sama…”
Forte and Fiine have divulged everything to me.
How did it come to this?
What have I done?
How did Lute-sama find his way to me?
I must apologize to Viola-san and Frau-san tomorrow.
Because of me, I must have caused discomfort and inconvenienced them greatly.
”May I hold you…?”
And moreover, what I’m trying to do is unfaithful to them.
I’m trying to intrude upon the relationship they’ve cherished and built for a year.
I know it’s wrong.
I’m doing things that the old me wouldn’t have even considered.
”…”
”Please…”
But I can’t endure it any longer.
My feelings have erupted.
”I love you…”
Unable to say those words, I’ve been doing foolish things for a while now.
I was afraid of being rejected, and scared because I knew I wasn’t looked at with those eyes.
Even now, it’s scary, but it’s impossible now.
Even pretending not to notice my feelings… no, convincing myself it’s a misunderstanding… it’s impossible.
”Lute-sama… Is it impossible?”
I want him to touch me.
Even if just a little, I want to be loved.
I want him to be excited when he looks at me.
In my head, only such thoughts swirl around as much as I get excited when I see Lute-sama.
”A, Aria… I… I don’t really understand myself…”
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”Somehow… I feel like I’ve become a different creature from the me a little while ago…”
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Everyone.
Everyone is like that, Lute-sama.
There is never a single moment when we are the same person.
We hesitate, act differently from our thoughts, regret, and grow…
Everyone is like that, Lute-sama.
”Recently, I’ve been scared of myself. Thoughts and desires that I never even considered before are overflowing within me.”
I’m like that too.
When I was little, just thinking about you, Lute-sama, made me happy.
I wonder what you’re doing now.
What amazing inventions have you come up with?
Who are you helping this time?
Just imagining the heroic deeds of the hero who saved my family was enough to bring me joy.
But now, right now.
I can no longer be satisfied with just that.
If I’ve changed, then today’s me is definitely different from yesterday’s me.
”But I still love you.”
I’m so scared that my voice trembles.
If I were rejected, if I didn’t make up my mind… I might break down. Forte said earlier that she was rejected once, right? It’s amazing, really.
”If you don’t have confidence in yourself, look at me.”
I’m the same, Lute-sama. I’m scared, I feel pathetic, and I always seek something that isn’t there.
”I’ve been watching you, Lute-sama. For many years.”
But my feelings for you are genuine. It’s not a lie, these feelings.
”I’ve been watching you, Lute-sama, all this time.”
Even when you were innocent, even when I started to feel that something was wrong with my own feelings, and even now. Watching you change, these feelings haven’t changed.
”When you lose confidence, I’ll tell you.”
So let me support you and be your strength.
If it can be even a little supportive, I feel grateful to be alive.
”It’s okay, just like you told me…”
”Aria…”
”Lute-sama…”
I’m nervous.
After all, as Forte suggested, I should have chosen a negligee. My hands are shaking, and I can’t unbutton the pajamas properly.
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It must be not good at all. And I’m afraid that Lute-sama’s feelings might change while I’m fumbling.
…Maybe it would have been better to ask him to undress me?
”～～～～”
Uhhh! My face is hot. It feels like it’s burning. I don’t have a big chest like Frau-san, so can I tempt him properly with this body?
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Ahh… Is Lute-sama watching?
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Yes, he’s watching. It’s a bit… my face might be red due to the moonlight making it hard to see.
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Ugh…what should I do…I didn’t think about this. I should have chosen the one in front…but Forte’s size doesn’t fit…
Viola-san would definitely dislike it.
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There’s no other choice but to adjust…
I hope I won’t be seen as lacking sensuality with this…
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Please, please don’t think that…please.
”Aria……”
”Y-Yes…”
”You look beautiful.”
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…Ah, no, this is no good.
”Lute-sama…Lute-sama…Lute-sama!”
I love you.
”Ahh…hmm…♡”
I don’t understand.
”Ah…huh…”
I can’t stop my body from convulsing.
His hands are warm…
And I reply it with a kiss on his neck…
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Even if I cover my mouth with my arm, my moans still escape.
Will I be seen as indecent?
”Ha…ha…fah…uh…”
Is this feeling in the pit of my stomach…is that what it means?
”L-Lute-sama…ah…”
What about Lute-sama?
What about Lute-sama…?
In Forte…in Frau-san, has he gotten used to it?
Both of them are so cute. They both seem like the type to give their all.
As for me…
”A, Aria…”
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What about Lute-sama…?
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This…this…
Is this…
”~~~~~!!! ♡”
It… it’s getting bigger…
He wants me.
How… What should I do…
Ah… If only I had asked Forte properly…
”Haa… Haa… Lute-sama… Ah…”
”Aggh… A, Aria…”
I want to see it.
Lute-sama’s precious parts.
I want to see it.
”Lute-sama… Lute-sama…”
The belt is in the way.
The pants too.
…And the underwear too.
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Happy.
Happy, happy, happy…
I want him inside me.
It’s really big and a little scary, but I can’t help but find it dear.
”Lute-sama…”
”I’m going to undress you, okay? Aria.”
”Ah…”
At Lute-sama’s words, my attention turned to my lower half, and I felt a bit lightheaded.
”…”
Over and over again.
From the moment I borrowed Lute-sama’s coat, things have gotten particularly bad. I find myself lusting after his coat, and there are hardly any days where I don’t find solace in my own body.
”Ah… “
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As soon as my pants were taken off and my underwear was pulled down, a thread of love juice glistened in the moonlight. There’s no excuse for this. It’s my first time.
”Um, um… “
”What’s wrong…? Are you scared?”
”Well… um… it’s not… like that…”
”Uh, yeah…”
But I didn’t want to be misunderstood, so I desperately made excuses even though I wasn’t asked.
”It’s just because I’ve been doing it alone every night… That’s why I get wet easily…”
”!?”
”No, that’s not it! It’s because I’ve been thinking about Lute-sama… I can’t resist!”
”~!?”
”So… even though I’ve become like this… it’s really my first time…”
After saying that, I felt a warm feeling of happiness spreading in my chest.
I can offer my first time from now on.
Even though I’m a Divine Princess, sacrificing myself like this.
”So, um…”
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”Hurry…”
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”Take it from me…”
I’ve given enough.
Both my body and my heart.
But, it seems like I was in a hurry, and I forgot to say the words I wanted to say right before we connected.
”Ah… Aria…”
”I-I’m fine…”
I remembered that after everything was over, my throat was already dry, and I couldn’t speak.
”Ah… Ahh…”
Lute-sama seemed really worn out, and while debating whether to say something or not, I felt my consciousness drift away…
”Ah…! Ahh…! Ahh…!”
Lute-sama, you know, I believe you didn’t know but…
”Aria…”
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I… I love you.
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