Volume 13 Chapter 457 Kohina Yukari, A Heavy Woman*
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
I stepped into Aqua’s room with a nervous expression.
”WHAT!? I psyched myself up for this, and you’re not even HERE!? UGGGGGGGHHHH!”
I dove onto Aqua’s bed, burying my face in his pillow while kicking my legs in frustration.
Times like this, you’re supposed to read the room and wait for me, you know!!
Ugh, for someone so perceptive, you’re incredibly dense in these situations!!
I hugged his pillow tightly with both hands, then rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling.
”Why do I always have to be the one feeling this way…?”
I breathed in the scent of his pillow and slowly closed my eyes.
Even now, closing my eyes brings that scene back to the surface.
Aqua…
I wanted to stop him. But I couldn’t.
All I could do was cry, scream my feelings into the void…
In that vast expanse of space, I regretted my entire life.
As a child.
I wanted to be more honest with my mother.
But I used my personality as an excuse and pushed her away.
If… if I had cried and bared my true feelings back then, would things have been different?
As a student.
I had locked myself in a shell.
I was actually lonely, but I leaned on my own abrasive personality and refused to reach out to others.
That’s why I couldn’t open up to Akocchi, even when she tried to befriend me.
Then I became an actress…
And I realized how much I was lacking.
I was too short for the international stage. My face was too childish.
And on top of that, my feminine figure wasn’t the model build that the industry wanted.
So I threw myself into covering all my shortcomings.
In that process, I cut loose every actor who couldn’t keep up with my standards.
I thought that if I reached the top, someone would finally love me.
”But… you were different.”
Shirogane Aqua… son of the great actress and global star Yukishiro Mikuni.
His height, his build, his face—everything about him screamed “international caliber.”
Just standing there, he commanded a presence that belonged in a painting.
Gifted but never complacent, never shying from hard work.
And above all, he was the most precious thing on this Earth: a man who possessed all of these qualities.
The moment I saw him, I knew—a perfect star had arrived.
If he had been like other insufferable men, a lonely king like Yukishiro Mikuni, I might never have wanted to change.
But Aqua… Aqua lit a fire in the hearts of men like Tsuwabuki Hiromasa and Kamohashi Kazushi—actors I and other actresses striving for the top had discarded. He even guided a boy like Mayuzumi Shintaro, whom we’d never spared a glance for, into becoming a proper actor.
If I could become a great actress, I needed nothing else.
Unlike me, who only ever thought about herself, you carried everything and aimed to bring everyone along with you.
Seeing that, I realized the truth.
Someone like me, who used her personality as an excuse and never truly faced anyone, could never be loved.
If I wanted to be loved, I had to love first.
Aqua… you taught me what love is.
With that love, I defeated Kuga Reira and Yukishiro Mikuni and won the Best Actress Award I’d wanted so desperately.
It was wonderful. You were there, everyone was there.
Somehow, the lonely space I’d occupied was filled with people.
That’s why, when you turned your back to me on the Comet—
I thought it was punishment for everything I’d done.
And then I realized—I’d been wrong again.
If only I’d been more honest back then…
If only I’d expressed my feelings more openly back then…
If only I’d pushed into your life more back then…
”…Haah. Seriously, I’m such an idiot.”
I slowly sat up on the bed.
And just then, Aqua came back.
”Whoa!? Kohina-senpai, what are you doing here!?”
Aqua looked surprised to see me lying on his bed, but he was also clearly staring at my cleavage.
Honestly… you’re so obvious.
”What do you mean? I was waiting here to do this, obviously.”
”Eh!?”
Aqua started glancing around nervously.
You’re definitely thinking this is a ‘Berry-Berry’ prank, aren’t you? Like I’d go this far for some variety show stunt!!
After confirming no one was outside the room, Aqua approached me, still looking suspicious.
”Hey, you. Do you like me?”
”Eh!?”
My direct question clearly threw him off.
”Uh… well, I like you. As a person, as a senpai…”
”That’s not what I meant. As a girl—do you like me?”
I’d never asked directly before, because I was too scared.
But really, I should’ve done this from the start.
I’m sorry, Aqua.
I couldn’t lead properly, even though I’m older.
”…Kohina-senpai, that’s—”
He hesitated there.
If I said, “It’s obviously a joke!” right now, I could still back out.
I shook my head at Aqua, who’d given me one last chance.
”Aqua… I’m prepared for our relationship to change. Better that than living with regret.”
He looked deep into my eyes, then gave me that gentle smile of his.
”Of course I like you. But I thought… Kohina-senpai wouldn’t want that kind of relationship with me. No, that’s just an excuse. I was scared of things changing between us.”
I shook my head at his words.
”No. I felt the same way. I was scared of this changing, too.”
I gently took his hand.
”…Just so you know, I’m insanely high-maintenance.”
”I know. Kohina-senpai. Who do you think has been looking after your impossibly high-maintenance self even before we started dating? Me, that’s who!”
Yeah, that’s true.
I’d had him cook, do laundry, clean the house—even take out the trash.
But that’s not what I meant by “heavy”…
”That’s not what I mean. Look… I get pouty if you don’t pay attention to me, and I might be heavier than you think.”
”I know. Kohina-senpai, I prefer heavy girls anyway.”
UGGGGHHH! You mean heavy as in big b**bs and butt, don’t you!
Well, in your case, since you’re with Kanon-san, I’m not worried about that part.
Face flushing, I summoned my courage and spoke.
”Then… should we… do it?”
”Kohina-senpai…”
Aqua gently kissed my lips.
”In times like that… you don’t have to say anything.”
He said that, then gently pushed me down onto the bed.
UGGGGHHHHH! You’re so bossy!!
I mean, I’ve never done anything like this before, never even been in a relationship, so how should I know what to do!!
I puffed out my cheeks.
”Hmph! You might be experienced, but this is MY first time!”
”Heh, I know. So I’ll be as gentle as I can.”
He kissed me again.
Different from the first. A long, deep, adult kiss.
Um, I think you’re supposed to use tongues at this point?
I let him guide my tongue.
”Oh—”
He slid my bra aside and slowly massaged my breast.
Wait!? When did you undo my bra clasp!?
He slipped off everything I was wearing, then got fully naked himself and pressed his skin against mine again.
Hmm… I should’ve turned the room temperature down.
Coming fresh from the bath, our damp skin met, exchanging each other’s heat.
I don’t know what it is. Skin to skin, kissing him over and over, my head started to float.
”Kohina-senpai, which would you prefer?”
Aqua opened the drawer beside the bed and pulled out a condom from the box.
Oh… right. If I got pregnant, I’d have to take time off.
”In that case, Emily-chan already gave me the morning-after pill, so it’s fine. And… I think I’m okay on kids for now. Because… I want your attention more than any child would.”
Aqua, upon hearing that, inexplicably headbutted the wall.
W-Wait!? Are you okay!?
”Sorry. I needed to stop myself from going wild, so I used my ‘power’ to keep myself in check.”
Go wild!? What the heck is supposed to go wild!?
Also, I don’t know what you’re doing, but solving everything with “power” probably isn’t healthy.
”Alright then, Kohina-senpai. Let’s—OWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!”
A-Aqua!? What now!?
Clutching his ribs, he suddenly rolled to the side.
”Sorry. My ribs from that Comet injury must have—either that, or the headbutt from earlier finally caught up…”
”No, that’s… you know what, never mind. Here, lie down.”
I made him lie on his back on the bed.
”Are you okay? Feeling better?”
”Yeah… Sorry. I’m not great with surprise attacks.”
I don’t know what kind of surprise attack you’re talking about, but stop headbutting walls all of a sudden!
I was genuinely startled!!
…Wait, what’s this hard thing…?
I looked down at whatever was pressing firmly against my stomach.
”…Sorry.”
I stared at Aqua’s sizable erection.
I don’t know much about this, but stopping now seems kind of rough.
I mean, it’s so big, and swollen, and strained.
I looked back at Aqua again.
”Um… I can do it for you, so it’s fine.”
”Eh!?”
I straddled him as he lay on his back.
Um… I think I’m supposed to put this… inside me?
I gripped his length firmly with my dominant hand.
…Whoa.
Wait! Something THIS huge is supposed to fit in THAT tiny place!?
But… everyone else has welcomed this part of Aqua inside themselves too, right?
Maybe mine’s especially small?
Ugh! A girl’s all about nerve, right?! Yukari!
Fine, fine—if I say I’m doing this, I’m doing it!
”Sorry if I’m bad at this.”
I pressed him—his bratty tip—right against my entrance. Just barely.
Huh?! No—no, no, no, no, NO! That thing’s gonna… I’m definitely gonna break!
My instincts screamed “stop,” but I kept pressing him insistently against my entrance anyway.
”Ah—!”
It hurt—!
Wait. Only the tip’s in, and it actually hurts?! For real?! Everyone—you all go through this pain?!
Aqua saw my reaction and looked genuinely worried.
”Kohina-senpai… are you okay? You really don’t have to force yourself.”
I shook my head side to side.
It’s going to hurt later either way. So I might as well do it now—all in one go.
Having made up my mind, I lowered my hips all the way, taking all of him to the root.
”Ko—Kohina-senpai?!”
”Just—be quiet for a second!”
Huff… huff… huff…!
I wrapped my arms around Aqua and held him tight, gritting my teeth until the pain settled into my body.
Hah… hah… I seriously thought I was going to die.
But once I got used to it, there was this itchy, almost pleasant feeling.
”Okay. I’m ready.”
”…Kohina-senpai, do you think you can move?”
I don’t know. I don’t know—but I’m going to try!
I reached my hands out toward Aqua.
”Mm.”
”Hm?”
Ugh! Read the room, will you?!
”Hold my hands—both of them! Mm!”
”Ah—right.”
I interlaced all my fingers with Aqua’s, holding them tight.
Come on—you cheer me on in your heart too!
”Alright, I’m going to move. And you tell me if your ribs start hurting, got it?”
”Y-yes…”
I straddled him, sitting on top, and looked down at where we were joined.
Ah… there’s blood. Right… I’m one with Aqua now.
Just that thought—it filled the anxious gaps inside me.
Huh. I should’ve just done this from the start.
I slowly lifted my hips, pulling him out of me.
Ah—ah—ah… What is this feeling?
Every time he slid out of me, something deep inside me squeezed tight, a painful ache in my chest.
”Ah… mm…”
I lowered my hips again, taking all of him back in.
And just like that—I felt whole.
”…I love you.”
Each time I moved, the feeling spilled over, unstoppable.
I pressed my lips gently against his, sealing his mouth with mine.
”Mmnn…”
At first, I couldn’t feel anything through the pain—but when I took him all the way in, I could feel his tip nudging against my deepest spot, tap… tap… tap…
And each time, something in me—something that had been sleeping for so long—threatened to overflow.
”Kohina-senpai… um, I’m… sorry. It’s been so long since I’ve done this, so I—”
Aqua looked at me with that pained expression.
Ah—that’s the sign. A guy about to finish.
I smiled at him softly.
”It’s okay. You can let it all out inside me.”
I sped up just a little, careful not to put too much strain on his ribs.
And then—a moment later—I felt something warm flooding into me.
…Amazing.
It was totally different from when I used my hand. Being taken this way… it made me this happy.
”Hah… hah… hah…”
Aqua was breathing hard, the exertion clearly getting to him.
Seeing him like that, something maternal in me stirred—and I felt my heart clench.
”Sorry… I should have been the one leading…”
”What are you talking about? You just got better. You should rely on me a little more.”
I wrapped my arm around the back of his head and pulled him into my chest.
”You did so well, Aqua.”
”Kohina-senpai…”
Today, I’ll let you be the one taken care of.
But next time we do this—you’re going to spoil me absolutely rotten. Got it?
I patted his head gently, softly, again and again.
And then—maybe exhausted—Aqua fell asleep right there in my arms.
”Aqua… thank you for being alive. I love you. But… just so you know, I’m confident I’m way heavier than Kanon-san. So prepare yourself.”
I pressed a kiss to the top of his sleeping head, and we stayed tangled together, holding each other, as sleep took us both.
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Meanwhile…
Emily said, “Oh, this is good! This is excellent!”
Kanon said, “Ah~ I see~!”
THUNK! (The sound of Aqua headbutting them)
Emily said, “Whoa!? Okay, maybe we were being too loud!?”
Kanon said, “Geez—! It’s because Emiri-senpai wanted to do that creepy ‘evil magistrate’ roleplay from those old dramas!”
Emily said, “Well, next time, let’s do something even more hehe~!”
Kanon said, “No! And you just got out of the hospital too, so go to sleep already!”
These two are probably off doing exactly this—giggling and bickering as usual.
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Summary:
Kohina enters Aqua’s room seeking confession, finds him absent, and spirals through childhood and career regrets before realizing Aqua taught her to love. She confesses, he accepts, and their intimacy begins with both humor and vulnerability. The scene ends with her shock at his size, her inexperience laid bare.
Kohina pushes through her anxiety and takes the lead in an intimate encounter with Aqua, transitioning from pain to emotional connection. After he falls asleep in her arms, she confesses her love and claims she’s “heavier” than Kanon-san. Meanwhile, Emily and Kanon are caught mid-comedy act, headbutted by Aqua, and bicker about roleplay and going to bed.
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Trivia:
Kohina previously cut off Tsuwabuki, Kamohashi, and ignored Mayuzumi—all men Aqua later lifted up.
Aqua’s mother Yukishiro Mikuni is described as a “lonely king,” suggesting isolation despite fame.
The Comet incident refers to a prior moment where Aqua turned his back on Kohina, which she interpreted as cosmic punishment.
Kohina won the Best Actress Award by defeating Kuga Reira and Yukishiro Mikuni.
Emily-chan is the one who provided Kohina with the morning-after pill, implying outside support or preparation.
Aqua’s “power” is mentioned humorously as a way to self-regulate his emotions via headbutting walls.
The word “heavy” is a double pun in Japanese (emotional weight vs. physical weight), preserved in English.
Kohina’s repeated “no” during insertion reflects sheer panic, not just pain—she’s terrified of breaking.
The blood after penetration is a traditional Japanese narrative marker for “deflowering” and emotional completion.
Aqua offers Kohina an out twice before she proceeds—he’s genuinely concerned, not just performing politeness.
The “ぴたりと” precision moment is hesitation, not just accuracy—she stops and feels before committing.
Kohina’s “好き” confession comes as a surprise even to herself—it escapes before she intends it.
The post-coital maternal tone (patting head, pulling him into her chest) shifts the dynamic from lover to caretaker.
Kohina claims she’s “heavier” than Kanon—this is playful jealousy and territory-marking, not literal weight.
Emily and Kanon’s epilogue is classic “meanwhile” slapstick, providing tonal relief after intense intimacy.
The author note about “Holy Aqua Church” suggests this is part of an ongoing serial with a dedicated fanbase.
Multiple external links indicate this is a web novel with spin-offs, polls, and community-driven content.
Notes:
• Aqua – A world-famous idol, BERYL leader, tokusatsu actor, and sharp-eyed student. Wielding past-life wisdom, this accepting yet reckless and oblivious male lead is deeply treasured by his crew for saving Shintaro and destroying a meteorite. Now discharged after a long hospital stay following a space collision, he remains the object of affection for Yukari, Inko, Maron, and others.
• Akocchi – Relationship: Responsible older sister type; Note: Scolds both Aqua and Yukari.
• Kohina – Known as “Kohina-senpai” in omake, this blunt, sharp-tongued professional actress, friend, and space-faring mentor hides an altruistic leader behind a tough, prickly facade. Though she oddly fights Tokyo park cats, she masks a deep concern for Shirogane and hidden vulnerability with sharp wit, guiding her group through their final mission to ensure they all survive.
• Kanon – Internet master, fashion icon, and Verification Team member Kanon-sama is Aqua’s devoted, jealous wife and Kotono’s sister. Famed for her elegant appearances, this underage, chunibyo youngest sister hides her emotions behind a cool, easily flustered exterior. Heavily sleep-deprived, she roasts her friends but often falls victim to Emily’s schemes, recently blushing and refusing to talk to her after an indirect kiss.
• Emily – Heavily pregnant and graceful, Saint Emily is the Yukishiro heir, a church official, and high-academic Verification Team junior. Friend to Kanon and others, she is married to Shirogane Aqua, whose child she expects, Kukuri’s “oneechan,” and close to Hakuryuu-sensei. A scheming, exaggerated trickster and “Impression King,” she uses a “guhehe” laugh and once posted Kanon’s indirect kiss video online.
• Yukari – A petite, sharp-eyed idol and actor who hides a caring nature behind a cynical, grumpy, and tsundere facade. A protagonist who struggles with honest expression, he is Aqua’s rival and secret admirer, and a friend to Inko and Maron. He mentors Ayana, dismantles the performances of Aqua and Emiri, and despite overexerting himself, joins a high-stakes meteor destruction mission.
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