Volume 2 Chapter 4 A Baby’s Fate
Edited by: Kanaa-senpai
”Nn…”
A sultry, breathy moan escaped her lips.
She seemed to be closing her eyes, trying to stifle the sweet emotions welling up within, but I wondered how much longer she could endure it.
Even if her heart was trying to reject it, her body was screaming that it wanted me.
But I didn’t reach out immediately. I merely let her feel my presence, a faint suggestion of what was to come.
I kept a steady distance, gauging my true target’s reaction.
”Nfu…”
Was she expectant? I still wouldn’t touch her.
Yet, I was closing in, surely and steadily.
I drew circles, breaking down the perimeter bit by bit. Hedging her in so there was no escape.
The center, increasingly isolated, pulsed with a growing demand to be set free, to find relief.
But I simply teased her, passing right by that turgid point.
”…………Nfuu…”
Ah, it seemed I misjudged my mark.
The moment I grazed it, the sensation was worlds apart from anything I’d felt before.
There was no enveloping softness; instead, a powerful force seemed to push back against me.
A careless assault would only lead to my own defeat. Time for a strategic retreat.
I watched for an opening again.
I had her completely surrounded now, so there was no need to rush. Slow and steady.
But she was finally at her limit; she boldly pressed herself against me.
Did she want to relive that fleeting moment from before?
…Very well then.
”Nn…!”
The moment I brushed against the tip, it twitched in response, trying to pull away.
But I wouldn’t let it go.
I wrapped myself around it-firmly, yet with a gentle touch.
”Mm… Ma-kun, drink up, okay~?” Mother said.
…Alright, time to start sucking for real.
Today being a weekday, Mitsuhisa-san was at work, Mio-san¹ was out shopping, and Su-chan was napping in her crib. This was a rare, fleeting moment of solitude with Mother.
As you can see, I was thoroughly enjoying my daily nursing ritual.
As I took the protrusion into my mouth and drew from it, a sweet, gentle affection flowed out. I could feel it permeating my entire… well, not really, but it certainly stopped the hunger pangs.
…I’m a baby, after all. This is perfectly normal.
This is a time-honored, prestigious activity for the nurturing of life, unchanged since ancient times.
Sure, there might have been some questionable behavior involved, but it couldn’t be helped.
Mother’s breasts aren’t exactly large. Or rather, next to Mio-san, most women would look flat-chested.
But Mother’s breasts have a beautiful shape that perfectly complements her slender frame. Balance is key, you know? Probably a C-cup.
Imagine a woman who looks stunning in a suit, with a serious, composed face, baring her beautiful breasts and bringing them right to your lips.
How many men on this planet could resist that?
Certainly not me!
Even without that, I’m constantly being shown the private lives of two alluring women, Mother and Mio-san. They’re so unguarded, always touching me-well, holding me!
It’s a necessary outlet to keep my sanity intact.
Besides, nobody ever gave me a tutorial on how to nurse, so I had to figure it out by trial and error, right? If you’ve got a problem with it, someone should’ve provided a manual.
For the record, a vertical stroking motion gets the best response. I love the way she tries to stifle her voice!
This moment, with no one else watching, is the ultimate opportunity.
I don’t want anyone else to see Mother in this state.
Not even Mio-san, despite her being another woman.
It’s not so much jealousy as it is concern-I have no idea how she’d react to seeing her best friend getting off on nursing. I’d hate for a rift to form between those two.
Of course, I can’t take things to their logical conclusion, so everything stays in this half-baked state. What if this ends up uncapping Mother’s libido and she starts hunting for a man…?
Since I’m… well, out of the running… wait, what would I actually do then?
Damn… being a baby is complicated…
…Forgive me, Mother.
You’re looking down at me with the smile of a Holy Mother, cherishing me, while my head-the one you’re stroking-is filled with these thoughts…
The least I can do is make it feel good and show my immense gratitude.
”Ma-kun, are you all done? Aww, did you finish your meal? Such a good boy~” Mother asked.
…Gochisousama².
Mother fixed her clothes, signaling the end. I wondered why I felt so reluctant to let go, even though I’d see them again tonight.
Perhaps my disappointment showed on my face, because Mother picked me up, holding me as close as possible.
Burp.
As she rubbed my back, I let out a belch. My apologies.
”Hehe, you certainly drank a lot, didn’t you?” Mother said.
”Da!”
Feeling Mother’s warmth like that, I started to get drowsy. Time for a nap.
* * *
Now, it might seem like I’m living a life every man would envy, but that’s not entirely the case.
Humans can’t survive without eating.
However, not everything we consume is absorbed by the body.
Which means…
”Alright, Ma-kun, let’s get that bottom all clean~. It’s okay~” Mother said.
”……”
This is my reality.
What goes in must come out.
It’s the law of nature.
Babies are no exception.
Because I’m only human.
…
But let me tell you, having a woman in the prime of her life-and a woman who’s exactly my type, no less-tending to my “business” causes an incredible amount of psychological damage to a grown man’s soul.
I can’t use a toilet yet, so even if I want to go, I have no choice but to use the diaper. It feels absolutely disgusting…
No wonder babies wail their heads off.
The tears in my heart… have already run dry. I’m a desert.
”We’ll have you all sparkly-clean in no time~” Mother promised.
Mother’s cheerful voice is an extra twist of the knife.
And to top it off-
”It’s so tiny… babies really are cute down there, aren’t they?” Mio-san said.
”Fufu, they really are,” Mother replied.
”Is this really going to…?” Mio-san asked.
”Hey now, don’t be naughty,” Mother said.
Mio-san peeked in, looking at my crotch like it’s some museum curiosity. Even Mother was laughing at me…
I’m pinched, lifted, and cleaned-thoroughly, I might add. Very thoroughly. Even if it’s small, a certain shape is still a certain shape…
…
I can’t even call myself “I” anymore, can I? I’m just “Bokuchin”³. Actually, that’s too pathetic, I’m not saying that…
”Nn~, Ma-kun is all clean now. Doesn’t that feel good?”
Having finished the change, Mother jiggled my belly as I lay there.
…Thank you, Mother.
The physical discomfort is gone.
But my Life Points have hit zero.
”There is no response. It’s just a corpse…” Mio-san joked.
”Wait, what!?” Mother cried.
”Sorry, sorry. He just looked so convincingly dead…” Mio-san said.
”…Aia.”
”See? Ma-kun is mad now,” Mother said.
”I’m sorry, Ma-kun. It was all Godmother’s fault,” Mio-san said.
”……”
I hear there are people in this world who enjoy “baby play,” but are they actually sane?
No, they can’t be. They must have been ground down by the harsh waves of modern society until they just snapped.
If I ever meet someone with those tastes… I’ll try to be kind. Actually, no, I should probably stay away. I might get caught in the crossfire.
The reason we don’t remember being babies is a biological defense mechanism to protect our minds. I feel like I’ve learned an important lesson today.
This is exactly why I have to keep playing with Mother’s n**ipss, or I’ll lose my mind.
God, I want to grow up fast.
But growth doesn’t happen overnight.
Still, I have my “cheat” memories from my previous life.
I tried my best to hide it, but I’ve reached my limit.
Mother, I’m sorry.
I’ve made up my mind.
I’m going to become… a Toilet Master⁴.
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Summary:
The protagonist, Ma-kun, navigates the bizarre and often humiliating reality of being an adult man in a baby’s body. During a rare moment of solitude, he experiences a highly intimate and sensually-charged nursing session with his mother. However, the high of this ‘conquest’ is immediately brought crashing down by the mental devastation of a diaper change performed by both his mother and Mio-san.
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Trivia:
- The protagonist uses highly strategic, almost predatory internal language to describe nursing.
- Mio-san is referred to as ‘Godmother’ (okousan/義母) during the diaper change dialogue.
- Mother’s physical description is emphasized as slender and ‘cool’ in professional attire.
- The protagonist believes infant amnesia is a defense mechanism against the trauma of being a baby
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Character Insight:
Ma-kun is currently in a state of cognitive dissonance, attempting to maintain his adult dignity while succumbing to biological needs and the social humiliation of infancy. His resolve to become a ‘Toilet Master’ marks his first active attempt to reclaim his agency.
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Behind the Scenes:
The author uses the protagonist’s inner monologue to parody typical ‘reincarnation cheat’ tropes by applying them to mundane baby tasks.
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TL Notes:
Notes:
• Mitsuhisa – A tall, handsome man with a deep voice who works as the breadwinner for the Totsuka family. He is Su-chan’s father. Su-chan’s father. An IT professional over thirty years old. Described as a doting husband who is hardworking and somewhat reserved toward Akari.
• Mio – A 25-year-old fashionable and kind young mother, she is Akari’s (Makoto’s mother’s) best friend and Ma-kun’s godmother. Known for her playful and teasing personality, she enjoys babysitting Ma-kun and encourages a future marriage between her daughter, Su-chan, and him. She’s skilled in cooking and photography, admired for her beauty—even in casual, unpolished moments—and is married to Mitsuhisa.
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Edited by Kanaa-senpai.
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